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why must this always hve to happen to me? why must i make myself hate u? cant u do things yrself? u're nt handicapped u know.. why must u always go to me fer help? why must u be so selfish, be so innoncent to make people like you?? do u know hw i feel? u're almost like a person inside another soul which doesnt exist on Earth. it's because of u that i've so many problems.. WHY?.. and u.. why must i always tink tt i've been the one takin so much initiative? why must i always be the last one to stop our conversation?? why must i nt tell u things? why must i keep everytin to myself? pls. dar.. it's nt tt i dun wan to tell u. i juz dun feel like sayin. it doesnt mean i dun treat u as my bf. i love you. whyyy.. haiiz. i didnt mean it tt way. i'm juz alway tinkin tt we're miles apart whenever i'm not with u.. why cant u juz relate hw important u are to me? i love you, and i want to be with u forever. do u now know hw selfish i'm?
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Saturday, March 22, 2008 | 6:16 PM
4th post fer the day!! T.T currently w8tin fer dar to cme on9 -.- so slow =.=" l0ls :P ahhahs. tried photo editing juz now. can tel i really suck =.="
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| 5:10 PM
haiz. what's wrong with me? i'm seriously gettin sick of everything.. can i stop? haiz.. i dun wanna do any blogshop things anymore.. it's just wasting my time.. i feel so pek chek luhhs. haiiz.... can i juz stop it..? i stil hve so many other things ccupied in my mind.. why do u 2 hve to keep doin the same things at the same time.. i know. u 2 hve alot and alot of fate. but uwont be 2gether. i h0pe... why cant i juz trutand believe and confide in u.. ireally dunno. wth is wrong with me D: i love you. really. really love you. but why are there so many things in my mind which i cant express to u? i hate it.. i dun wan to be like this.. is thereanother way of slovin it?.. why must u say things which u know i hate? i've got frens who does things which i really hate. and they stil do it.. but whyy.. mayb u dun understand. well.. i dun understand too. i dun understand myself.. D: i'm dying.. please. can u al stop al these things? some things that u all do, u wont even realise it hurts others deep dwn.. in their heart. things which u never experienced b4, u wont know hw it feels like. if u've nvr been loved by some1 else, STOP STEALIN OTHER PEOPLE'S LOVED ONES TO LOVE YOU INSTEAD! DO U EVEN KOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE?!
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| 4:35 PM
well hey there again!! ^^ L0L!! ahhas. haiiz.. Thurs will be a busy day fer me -.- siian. nid go al the way to Bukit Batok... haiiz.. i wonder who will follow me.. i dun mind goin alone, seriously. after that stil nid go Bugis meet another one.. siian. well.. at least can sell off my chocolate case le ^^ ahahhs. L0L!! some 1 faster come on9 to entertain me!! i'm gettin bored -.-
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| 8:46 AM
HEYYAS!! ^^ well.. ytd was fun lahhs. i learnt quite alot of things.. Being a christian isn't that bad after all. didnt know they had so much fun in church every week :P hahahas :} meet some new friends lahhs. most of them very socialable =]] so can tell they can get along with people very well ^^ well. the drama very nice =]] although i cried lahhs. i tink Jesus really did alot fer the people in tha past lorrs. mayb the way we live now is also part of his past life =]]
but i will still be a bhuddist T.T l0ls. i siaoo... hmm.. then ytd reached hme at ard 9+ lorrs. Dad said if wan go out latest is only til 7 -.- if later then 7 then i can forget abt goin out nxt time.. WTH?? -.- so damn pissed lahhs. dun even lemme use com ytd -.-
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Thursday, March 20, 2008 | 9:15 PM
harl0s ^^ siian. had HE test 2dae.. actually thought of goin hme aft HE test. cuz eye was damn freako pain. but i managed to stay al the way til 6+ and went out wif Hannah and Pristine :} ahhahs. and u!!! nbcb POH CHOO! who do u tink u are? i meet u fer the 2nd time and u everytime last min go leave off9 msg on my MSN say got sumtin on!!? cb. go suck cock lahhs!! nabeii. 1st time sae had sumtin on. fiine. let u off.. 2nd time, 2dae u go sae yr sch got sports day? until 6+ then can go home? cb lahhs. i cal yr hse, yr fren, all oso cnnt? wad?? GUILTY CONSCIENCE ARRHS? CB.. -.- i'm so gonna ignore u liao. nt goin to sell u any of my stuff. nt gonna blacklist u IN CASE u say I'M AN IRRESPONSIBLE BLOGSHOP OWNER! ccb -.-
haiiz. juz forget it.. nt like, more than $10 anyway. Zzzz... siian. oyea. had another customer which bought a white layla frm me. coincidentally, my HP at tt time no batt. couldnt contact her. Zzzz. aft a long blablabla. lazy write. l0ls. nvm i juz write. 5+ me, Hannh and Pristine MRT-ed back to PAsir Ris, i stopped at Bedok to meet my customer. at tt time my HP no bat liaoz. yupps. then customer was late.. well, i reached there at 6 cuz she say meet at 6. l0ls. then we met ard 6:30 liddat. w/o phone sia. LUCKY NEVER LOST HER :P
& i tel u, she's sucha friendly and cute gal :} l0ls. hahhas. when we finally met, she was like run 2wards me even though it's stil my fault lahhs. cuz she called me so many times but my HP was off. l0ls. hahahs ^^ anyway. aft tt i took the wrong train and went to Kembagan -.- instead of goin back to Pasir Ris =.=" wad an idiot -.- l0ls. then when i reached Pasir Ris Weijie stil havent reach -.- had to spend 20 cents to call him since i'd no 10 cents -.-
well, then met at Elias Mall. i walked there lahhs. even if i took bus, i tink i stil hve to w8 fer the prince -.- l0ls. and we walked home 2gether lahhs. and blablabla. 2moro is another day which i'm finally goin out wif Andrew and Randy agn. l0ls. of course wif Weijie =X l0ls. welll.. cya ^^
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008 | 7:22 PM
halohaa~~ :} hahahs. 2dae juz blog blog abit lahhs. l0ls.. history lesson was boring 2dae. but me and Wenyi made sum animals frm the blue tag :} and Wenyi's one sooo cute lahhs T. the penguin! l0ls. but actually supposed to be chicken =X hahhhas. fun lahhs.. well. met the 26 tees blogshopper 2dae. haiiz. i bought 3 extra tees -.- i tink i gonna keep one fer myself :P the good one!! L0L!! siian. cya 2moro ^^
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008 | 7:47 PM
whoo~~ :} ahahhas. i'm gonna earn so much :P l0ls. siian.. nid look fer more instocks and wholesalers T.T hmmm. sucha long time no blog le. l0l. recently me, Hannah and Wenyi nvr blog that often ehh :} haiiz.. siian. well.. 2nd day of sch for term 2 lahhs. siian as usual. ZzZz. 2dae even worse. -.- nvr see Weijie fer more than 2h -.- l0ls.
siian lahhhs.. haiiz. nth to sae lehhx. juz tt i wont be updatin my blog that often now. even if blog oso short short de :P
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Saturday, March 15, 2008 | 6:24 PM
WHEW~ FINALLY FINISH!!! OMG! l0ls. my eyes damn pain lahhs -.- i used 3 hours to update my blogshop =.=" w/o rest okie! nvr even got up T.T l0ls. really damn tired... goin off9 soon. juz nw was emo-ing while doin =.=" ZzZz.. assh0le -.- l0ls. 1 day gone so fast... D= i dun wan go sch sehh.. ZzZz... shusshh.. i gonna do the lit HW now.. & do visit my blogshop D:
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Friday, March 14, 2008 | 7:44 PM
HARL0S!!! hahahs :} 2dae damn fun lorrs :P l0ls. and we took over 120 pictures T.T l0ls. most of them is Hannah take one :} whew~ found quite alot of suppliers in Bugis Street ^^ hahhas. l0ls. had Long John Silver fer lunch!! woots~ finally after more than 2 years :P
haiiz.. then we walked ard Bugis Street fer quite a long time. ard 11+ to 4+ l0ls. err, i bought 5 laylas at $50. nid 2 more white but outta stock -.- ZzZz.. okies. errmm. yea. the stupid assh0le who wanted to buy the chocolate case frm me didnt trn up. and i w8ted 30mins fer her -.-
when cme back she sent me an offline msg sayin she couldnt make it 2dae -.- WTH? at least give me a call lahhs. ZzZz... now somebody is really pissin me off.. l0ls. hmmm.. errm, oyea. Hannah got new blogshop :P hahahs =]] l0ls. erm, orhh.
2dae went to the shop agn nvr open!! ZzZz!!! assh0le -.- then i actually found out tt they'll only open on Monday -.- ZzZz. assh0le sia. next tues i goin agn. mayb wif Hanna again :} nt sure.
ummm.. haiiz... still gotone thing.. aft we left Bugis at 4+, we went to TM to walk walk. i wanted to see the checkered shirt actually -.- l0ls. then see see dun hve i like the design lehhx =.=" dhen when goin to take MRT back to Pasir Ris, saw Ivan. ZzZz.
u know wad? nabbei. he with like, a whole bunch of girls okay. Zzzz. and Felicia nt evn there lehhx. WTH? hw would she feel if she had been there? ZzZz... assh0le sia. still dare to say " i thought u go out wif Felicia lorr?" "why u nvr follow her?" ZzZz. damn pissed. then i say had to go out wif Hannah. he go scold me lan jiao. wth? ZzZz.....
live ,
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| 9:28 AM
diaooo lahhs, i hve to bring $142 2dae.. wth? i no money liiaooo -.- l0ls. later go take frm bro :P haiiz. siian.... sch holidays will be over aft 2dae D: haiiz. it's so boring lahhs...
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Thursday, March 13, 2008 | 12:38 PM
ZzZz.. wad kinda holiday is this -.- everyday rain rain rain. i go to the shop fer the 3rd time oso nvr open. WTH? ZzZz. 2moro goin out wif Hannah again. make sure it nvr rain and the shop's open. ZzZz.... and i wasted like, 45mins++ w8tin fer the CJ7 blogshop owner? -.- ZzZz... siaoo.. l0ls. but i love it!! ^^ i asked her to sel me at $9 instead :P l0ls. siian. wasted alot of time 2dae.. buai~ 2moro will be busy day lahhs -.- and i hve more than 30 orders fer the sesame street tees? wow T.T
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008 | 7:39 PM
YIPPPE~~ DAD LET ME BUY AFTER I BEGGED HIM SO MANY TIMES FER THE FIRST TIME!! :P & heng! i cancelled my layla... haiiz.. i nid to talk to some1... D:
it's nt my fault after all, is it? u still hve to understand me. i'm oredi a teenager now.. times nw are so different from the past. please? stop naggin at me. i know it's difficult earning money. tt's why i created a blogshop. and u still said i'm wasting more time and not concentratin on my studies.. wad is this.. u dun even understand me. i really wanna hve my own things, buy my own things. is it only on CNY then i can buy new clothes? do u even know hw pathetic it is?
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| 6:17 PM
OMG!!! http://fabbi-licious.blogspot.com/ !!!! I'M SOOO GONNA GET IT!!! ^^ ahahhas. so happy!! :} hope can get it =]] well, 2dae went out wif Weijie.. met him at 9 at Elias Mall Macs. ZzZz.. so ex the big breakfast -.- can feel the pain okay.. see the money go liddat D:
l0ls. aft tt went to my hse at ard 10:15 lidat. hahhas.. then aft alot of rubbish, we finally sat MRT to Bugis to meet my customer and get the stocks -.- and guess wad? the shop didnt open again. ZzZz. pls god.. make it stop raining -.- haiiz.
then liddat lorrs. i'm gonna buy a halter neck :P so nice... l0ls. inspired by Audi the halter neck when i was P6 -.- l0ls. on the way to Bugis saw Shawn in the MRT. wad a coincidence. l0ls. same platform sia -.- got so many MRT the doors then zhun zhun same as us =X
hahhas. didnt buy anytin lahhs. haiz. siian... c'mon!!! i'm w8tin fer mummy to cme back so can ask her if i can buy!!! :P
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| 9:09 AM
ZzZz... Weijie still havent wake up -.- ZzZz.. oopes, juz woke up T.T l0ls.. siian. juz nw wanted to go gym.. then go liaoo so got 3 ppl dere =.=" ZzZz.. ytd go nobody.. 2dae suddenly so many ppl =.=" next time i must follow tt woman run ard the condo :P l0ls. okies, so here i'm surfin the net. so boring... goin to meet Weijie soon ^^ fer breakfast.. now juz summarise abt ytd bahhs.
woke up at 7:45 then went gym fer ard 30mins. then ate light breakfast.. Weijie supposed to come my hse at 10 -.- then he woke up at 10 =.=" i was so bloody fed up. l0ls.. then aft tt me and him met at Elias Mall -.- he go buy rose ZzZz. waste money.. but managed to cheer me up abit lahhs :P hahahs. ended up givin to Bukhary =X l0ls. dhen we went to Mcdonalds fer breakfast at WS. aft tt MRT-ed to Orchard to meet Bukhary :}
then shop till ard 2:30 liddat, so boring -.- nth fer blogshop.. l0ls. then we went Penisula and it was even boring -.- but quite fun lahhs. cuz raining then we cross the road then all wet ^^ l0ls. then aft awhile went to Bugis =]] ZzZz. then the blogshop the supplier's shop nvr open. nabei lahhs. then had to cancel my appointment wif the customer -.- Zzzz. irritatin...
then 2dae hve to go agn. and meet one of the slimmin gel customer. =.=" siian. 3 at Bugis.. s might as well go walk walk again or wadeva -.- haiiz. then aft tt we went home at ard 6+ i tink.. then stayed at WS till 8:10 liddat fer dad. w8ted more than 20mins -.- summore 10mins b4 he smsed me sayin he's here -.- l0ls. then saw Shihui. i tink it's her lahhs.. i juz turned liddat then saw liaoz. l0ls. hahas. that's all :} i'm gonna private my blog now ^^
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008 | 9:56 AM
ZzZz... stupid dar havent wae up.. stil wan say 10 wan cme my hse.... ZzZz...........
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Monday, March 10, 2008 | 9:38 PM
heyy0s :} well.. 2dae library time passed real fast.. haiiz. i gonna make my blog private again, that's all i can sae.. tata =]]
live ,
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| 7:49 AM
SIIANN!!! HAVE TO GO BACK FER LIBRARY -.- this morning i was still deciding sehh... then cnnt decide then go sms mum :P end up she ask me go.. haiiz. siian... nid to take bus alon blablabla... imagine al those lonely sights D: L0L!! hahahahs.. wonder if Wenny got go not.. well...
ENJOY YR HOLIDAYS PEEPS!! ^^
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Sunday, March 9, 2008 | 9:10 PM
heyy0s :} well.. nowadays nth to blog abt sehh -.- haiiz.. 2moro nid to go back fer library.. haiiz. actually wanted to ask dad to write letter ask me stay till 12 T.T then Felicia called me ask abt 2moro.. so i shall accompany her till 5 then :}
i tink i wakin up at 7 2moro -.- wanna do alot of things.. l0ls... haiiz. Tues plannin to go to Penisula and Far East Plaza. then Felicia oso asked me to go out wif her and Ivan on Wed. Tues she cnnt go out.. if not we could hve gone out 2gether T.T siian. and nid to find one day to go back mama hse -.- ZzZz... siian.. dunno lahs. haiiz.. so many days nvr exercise liaoo.. 2moro morning go exercise =X
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Saturday, March 8, 2008 | 9:53 PM
HARL0S!! ^^ hahahs.. haiiz... wad ahh.. oya.. ytd nite tio nightmare -.- l0ls. dun wanna elaborate.. later sum1 sure gonna di xiao me.... ZzZz =.=" haiiz.. i wanna buy a layla sehh.. cheapest i see is $12 :} nice mahhs? L0L!! :P hahahs.. & stupid Cliff go ask ppl nt to go to my blogshop T.T ZzZz... l0ls.. haiiz.. siian lahhs.. tag tag to tel me if i shd buy =.="
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| 1:25 PM
[taken from previous blog's recent post]
arl0s ^^ nth to do sehh.. cnnt w8 fer sch holidays to start on Monday :P
currenty looking fer ppl to go out wif me on any days between Tues to Fri :}
will be goin to Far East & Penisula Plaza ^^
now who wanna go?? :P tag at the tagboard!! any1 will be welcome x)
oya, here's one of the pictures i took when hvin the maths trail on Tues during camp x33
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