Saturday, March 22, 2008 | 5:10 PM
haiz. what's wrong with me? i'm seriously gettin sick of everything.. can i stop? haiz.. i dun wanna do any blogshop things anymore.. it's just wasting my time.. i feel so pek chek luhhs. haiiz.... can i juz stop it..? i stil hve so many other things ccupied in my mind.. why do u 2 hve to keep doin the same things at the same time.. i know. u 2 hve alot and alot of fate. but uwont be 2gether. i h0pe... why cant i juz trutand believe and confide in u.. ireally dunno. wth is wrong with me D: i love you. really. really love you. but why are there so many things in my mind which i cant express to u? i hate it.. i dun wan to be like this.. is thereanother way of slovin it?.. why must u say things which u know i hate? i've got frens who does things which i really hate. and they stil do it.. but whyy.. mayb u dun understand. well.. i dun understand too. i dun understand myself.. D: i'm dying.. please. can u al stop al these things? some things that u all do, u wont even realise it hurts others deep dwn.. in their heart. things which u never experienced b4, u wont know hw it feels like. if u've nvr been loved by some1 else, STOP STEALIN OTHER PEOPLE'S LOVED ONES TO LOVE YOU INSTEAD! DO U EVEN KOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE?!
live ,
with dreams