Wednesday, May 28, 2008 | 7:10 PM
13hours 22mins since you're back
& i still miss you so.. i'm feelin so.. stressed.. i wanna say out everytin.. went to collect the thing 2dae.. got 7th in position.... 7th. i was totally... ... counsellor spoke to mum.. talked abt me and Weijie in class... sae we 2 sit so close.. crap.... stuff.. all those.. i damn f*** up.. cnnt even contact deardear.. i look at him he wont be lookin at me.. i know it's nt his fault.. i'm really worried abt him... if the counsellor spoke to his mum... i... highest possibility is we'll break.. i've been tryin to call and sms him countless time... his phone no batt.. i'm like so.. everytin is against me again.. i'll make sure those who wanted to break my happy moments regret once. and for all.
deardear.. i love you alot.. nowadays.. i juz wanna see you everday.. this mornin when i saw you i was speechless for words.. but when u left. it felt like thousands of hours hve passed again. and u were gone forever. i saw u in sch 2dae. we didnt even talk.. the feelin was so unbearable.. i didnt wan to put u in a spot.. i know yr parents.... they're selfish.. everyone is selfish.. you're the only one who wants to sacrifice yr closest and dearest things just bcuz of me.. i love you so much. i dun wanna lose you again.. not another holiday from you.. i juz want.. a full day wif u.. i hate all those people who made us suffer.. i'm really really really very worried about you.. can you on yr phone pls? for once.
live ,
with dreams
H e a r t h v o g u e n . B S
