Friday, May 2, 2008 | 4:07 PM
you left me alone without a single goodbye.. & even when i turned back, u wasnt lookin at me. u was juz hvin fun wif yr frens. sometimes i juz hate myself.. didnt u feel anytin when i went away? didnt u feel hw heavy my heart was when i turned back? didnt u sense the tears fallin frm my eyes when i walked slowly home? why cant i make u understand me.. is my expectations too high.. i've been tryin to keep my tears away.. but i juz cant. sometimes i really love u alot. sometimes everytin else juz crash into my head and i dunno how i feel for u. u're really makin me feel bad.. if there were so many ppl cmin and u were gonna leave early, why didnt u tell me? i could hve studied wif Wenyi & Hannah and stayed fer tutorial... everytin i did is all bcuz of you. i keep pangseh-ing my frens juz bcuz of you. and u dun tel me anytin unless i ask you. juz wad am i to you?? i really love you..
edited. ARRRGH!!! i've w8ted long enough!! u just! aRGH! i cme on9 juz bcuz of you. i w8ted so bloody long. almost 2hours oredi and u juz told me yr com had no batt when i called yoU? wtff. arrgh! wadz happening between us? #!@%@!
live ,
with dreams