Sunday, June 29, 2008 | 6:26 PM
l0ls. i was about to post something when ** deardear sms-ed me!!! ^^ yay~ hahahs. l0ls. i was gonna say, i'll w8 for u forever, even if it takes the whole of my life =]] his mum wanted to talk to me seh. siaooo -.-
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| 4:43 PM
heyyo :} erm. was sick this morning.. yea. vomited 3 times -.- erm.. now okay liao. yesyes. well.. went to Expo just now. bought swimmin costume. yes. haiiz. liddat. on the way hme thought of alot of things.. all these thoughts frm this morning hve liao -.- haiiz. yes.. i shall post them. all written in my HP.. haiiz. & i nvr exercise this whole week -.- haiiz. damn siian.
time passed by.. i waited slowly.. patiently... it reminded me of the past.. how time seemed to pass so quickly.. how 5 days ago it was our 5th month.. how our relationship changed so much bcuz of yr family... how everytin seemed to be hangin in the air like eternity.. everytime u would say, i'll sms u later.. i'll know u'll nvr sms.. not until i sms u.. mayb it's yr way of endin our conversation.. mayb it's just bcuz u're too bz doin other things till u've forgotten me.. how i wish.. both are not wad u meant.. how i wish.. time can be brought up faster.. how i wish.. i could go back into time... sometimes i wished.. i never existed on earth.. bcuz it seemed.. my happiness here is much much.. lesser than how much i'm sufferin.. maybe nobody knows.. inside me.. im missin u so much.. longin for u.. but outside me.. i just love u for who u are... mayb it's bcuz i love u too much to let u go.. mayb one day i would just break down... and let everytin go... mayb u would be the one... the one to end eveytin. even when i'm sick, u dun seem bothered at all.. just a single ILY or a "are you ok" is enough to make me better.. but you complained and complained.. endless complaints of yr family.. i felt useless.. bcuz in my heart.. i felt tt i cnnt do anytin to cheer u up.. not to say cheer myself up and make us both happy... every second.. i'll just be tinkin of u no matter wad i'm doin... bcuz in my heart. nothing else matters except you.. i love you deardear...
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Saturday, June 28, 2008 | 8:50 PM
woke up at 8+ 2dae. Mum wanted to go see doctor, so followed her to Orchard. shopped abit aft it finish and i bought a cargo shorts.. yay.. went hme aft tt bcuz cnnt stand my bro's yelling.
Dad's bdae today. celebrated at Parkway Parade. went to meet Weijie bcuz he also there. went hme aft tt.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS!i've such idiotic siblings who dunno the meanin of hardship and life. they thinks money fall frm the sky and pretend to be so pro. i hate ignorant people.
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Friday, June 27, 2008 | 6:31 PM
haiiz. nowadays memories of the past just keep cmin back to my mind.. i dunno why... i keep hvin weird dreams nowadays.. i dun feel like sleeping.. but there's nth i can do.. haiiz. i get kinda sick of myself sumtimes... T.T i dunno wad to say lahhs. everytin seem to be so perfect but it's so fragile... well. i'll be closin the foot patch thinggy. bcuz needa cap too many. & after my ColourVUE contact lens pre-order 2 finish i'll stop my blogshop stuff and reach out for my goals. no more slackin.. =/
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Thursday, June 26, 2008 | 9:41 PM
heyy0s ^^ 2dae was like, err. very fun lahhs :} actually damn fun :X l0ls. aft sch chiong-ed to WS then Wenyi wanted to changed and blablabla.. then Hannah go post her blogshop thing. then aft tt we chionged to Punggol by bus and MRT-ed to Hougang and collected my bag!! ^^ Hannah and I was like so damn happy leiis :} ahhahas. yay~ finally after 2 months T.T l0ls. shall be bringin my bag to sch 2moro ^^
aft tt slacked at Suntec City till ard 6:30 then went hme. went to Carrefour and there was this guy who said "LOYANG SUCK" l0ls. the toy promoter or sumtin o.0 then his fren said he was once frm loyang :] ahahs. l0ls. then asked if we know him -.- siao. l0ls. ate pretzel!! ahh~ damn nice leyys. l0ls. hmm. very fun at Carrefour lahhs. first time go out so fun wif my frens x] even though we bought nth much lahhs =]] hahas. i just love my frens :}
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008 | 6:01 PM
haiiz. Weijie havent sms me yet.. the more i tink abt it... the worse it gets.. D: haiiz. came on9 to see if Weijie was on9 -.- fat hope ehs. haiiz.. then check emails.. check blogshop.. aft a few more checkin of stuff i'll be back to faster complete my things -.- nid to finish them b4 parents cme back. i'll still be on9 though =/ haiiz. h0pe Weijie wil cme on9? D:
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| 4:21 PM
heyy. haii T.T siianz.. currently still in library -.- hope can go back soon leiis. haiiz. Weijie actually goin out wif his frens o.0 then his mother suddenly cme back? i dunno why but i got feelin sumtin bad happenin. to me, not to him. l0ls. haiiz.. siian leyys. cnnt even sms him luhhs. i scared later he go back hme forget sms me agn.... haiiz. realy neiis. sumtin is hauntin my mid these few days luhhs. so damn irritatin cans. haiiz. -.-
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Sunday, June 22, 2008 | 7:49 PM
school starts 2moro~ whhe hee -.- hate this.. well. i also wanna go back to sch lahhs. i hate lonely mornings and afternoon and driftin smses T.T at least when i go to sch i wont be feelin liddat :] and the best part is can see deardear and my dear dear frens :] haiiz. siianz... the thing i hate most abt goin back to sch is... haiiz. u know.... yea.. somewhat.. haiiz. anyway. cnnt w8 to study Geography ^^ ahhahas -.- haiiz. will try to collect my bag on Tues.... with Hannah :] but the person nt goin town -.- she say only can meet at yck or hg -.- assh0le -.- l0ls. nt her fault lahhs. =]] sianz.. there's actually only one girl and one boy i rily wanna see 2moro T.T one is deardear another one dunno who neiis o.0 buai~ haiiz.
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| 7:30 PM
what's the use of doin all these when i cant even get wad i want...?... haiiz. i'm seriously gettin very f** up wif yr mum. everytin also cnnt do. she wan control yr life is it. where got people parents whole day go take their children phone one. zzzz. then i whole day emo like wad lahhs. keep w8tin fer yr son to sms me but cnnt. cuz his HP is in yr hands? nbcb lahhs. everytin like so wad lah 2dae. i cnnt stand it lahh. stupid hell ass -.- haiiz... am i just expectin too much frm you.. i'm feelin damn guilty... haiiz... i guess it's all my fault agn? i didnt wanna tel u hw i felt.. wad i'm goin thru... partly bcuz it's useles.. and partly bcuz... u wont understand.. even now.. haiiz. we didnt talk to each other for so bloody long cans.... wth is yr parents thinkin....
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| 12:02 PM
wahkao. nbcb seh -.- i hve like only 30mins to use the com lahhs. then left 20mins i go play maple. then the login thing so bloody bastard long. -.- then aft 10mins then can. then login then clck on my character cnnt bodoh. nbcb.. damn fed up lahhs. then i go unstuck my character. then login agn. w8ted fer another like 8mins. zzzz. then left 2mins lahhs. then i click on characteer then cnnt agn neiis. wtttf
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| 11:35 AM
heyyas. short post.. woke up at 7+ plus then didnt receive any sms so went back to slp till 8+ then slp agn till 9+ then 10+ finally woke up -.- errr. weijie havent wake up. yea. the PG Mall person just mailed me abt the bags -.- dunno Hannah collectin by meet up or postage or wad o.0 okayy, bye.
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Saturday, June 21, 2008 | 8:25 PM
wheee hoo~ FINALLY GOT MY OWN POSB CARD LAHHS ^^ ahahhas. so cool :} but still cnnt do overseas bank transfer -.- assh0le. hve to wait like.. 7 more years b4 i'm eligible? -.- kns. l0ls. nth much to say lahhs. blogshop updated. l0ls. the price change nia, cuz the supplier say they go change the number of patches in the box -.- l0ls. so.. yea. tata~
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| 10:58 AM
heyyyaa~ ;} siianz. hmmm.. didnt talk to deardear ytd night cuz of his parents and stuff.. felt guilty leiis T.T then i ask him slp early he 3+ go sms me T.T and i'm like, so pro cans? :x l0ls. ahahhas. i go put my HP at my bedside the window there. tt means got vibration also cnnt feel -.- but can listen abit lahhs. then deardear 3+ sms me 2 times. the first one i didnt really hear neiis. but i just woke up. then aft tt immediately i woke up then he send 2nd one. L0L~ see :} so pro -.- l0ls. hehs... is this a mutant mastery or sumtin? :x l0ls. damn funny. ahhahahs T.T aiiya. gettin boring.. siianz.. thought of gettin Leon's help to help me do sumtin -.- then everytime talk to him on MSN he nvr reply if nt dunno dc or logout -.- siianz... lemme maple agn T.T
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Friday, June 20, 2008 | 10:14 AM
ooooo. i just checked and my PG Mall bag has arrived ^^ yippe =.=" nw when will i hve the time to collect it? -.- Monday sch reopen le leiis -.- haiiz. siianz... nth to do now =/
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| 10:08 AM
=.=" damn freakin pissed off lahhs =.=" i go maple fer like 2h right. then the stupid thing keep laggin and dc dc dc dc dc =.=" then my com will like everytime suddenly black out -.- ZzZz... assh0le lahhs. really pissin me off.... arent people supposed to do things they love to do and make them happy? -.- assh0le... zzzz... waste my time lahhs. very angry one leiis. zzzz... -.- irritatin... i go install MSN -.- Weixuan wan go Weijie hse later -.- duno can or not. he later got bbal and havent wake up -.-
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| 8:06 AM
arl0s ^^ slept at ard 2+ ytd? ya.. it's been so long since i last talked to deardear fer so long =D yippe~! ^^ ahhaas. woke up at ard 6:30 though i dunno why =/ and was damn tired so i slept agn lorrs. then 7:50 woke up and realised sumtin amissed lahhs. so went to check if the modem power is on o.O and woots~ it was not on T.T then i damn surprised so got up to check on my bros.. then all stil slpn T.T then i was like deciding if i shd get up T.T cuz i can be the first one to use com :x ahhas. in the end i got up =/ even though i slept fer 5h =]] cool leyys. haiiz... tata peeps~! i'm going maple now :}
3 more days to becoming a nerd...4 more days to announce a 5th month... ^^
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Thursday, June 19, 2008 | 9:07 PM
heyyas ^^ hmmm.. 2dae has been a tirin day -.- l0ls. all i can ever remember is that i kept on cyclin and fallin down? -.- l0ls. woke up at 3 past midnight ytd -.- l0ls. suddenly wake up -.- then 8+ woke up then slept agn cuz Weijie havent wake up -.- then end up 9:30 woke up.. then i was like, wth -.- l0ls. only to find Weijie still sleepin soundly on his bed -.- l0ls.. siianz.. downloadin maple.. -.-
finally can get back com sehh =D l0ls. well.. went to play Badminton 2dae. long story lahhs. uh huh... then rushed to WS to meet customer then give her wrong thing -.- l0ls. then had to go back agn the go WS agn.. haiiz. wasted alot of time. but i saved the Earth by a tiny bit!!! =D l0ls. but damn tired lahhs. cycled so much 2dae T.T ahahhas. & deardear is a really good husband =D l0ls -.-
some boys cant be bothered with things.. but Weijie is willing to help me with anything that is related to me :} so sweet xD
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008 | 4:10 PM
yo people~! ^^ l0ls. went to deardear hse 2dae :} woke up at 7:30 bcuz set alarm T.T then aft tt too tired then slept till 8:30 -.- then i thought i late sehh -.- then the stupid baba head havent wake up -.- l0ls.. then ate breakfast and rinse then went to deardear hse. called him aft i left hse, then when i reachin his hse, i asked him go open the door -.- then he went to slp agn -.- and i w8ted fer like 10mins outside? -.- assh0le :X l0ls. ahahs. but very cute :}
hmmm.. slacked til ard 2? -.- he kept mapling -.- l0ls. i at hme the com spoil liaoo -.- then cnnt use lahhs. haiiz. siian hor? -.- l0ls. erm. went beach aft lunch and made me think of my childhood days when i saw those smal kids =] ahhas. l0ls. & i tink deardear really can be a god husband =D whoever marries him will be blessed leiis. hope i can e the one though =/ l0ls.. whew. hve to go back b4 6 =/ actually 2dae cnnt go out de T.T l0ls. heck care lahhs. haiiz T.T if got time i go gym later... haiiz -.- siianz... so boring lahhs.. last time go hme early at least can use com -.- nw cnnt even do anytin -.- haiiz. what an ill-fated life D: l0ls, lame.
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Sunday, June 15, 2008 | 4:37 PM
heyys T.T.. was maplin wif deardear just nw until Dad go off modem cuz he very pissed i think -.- well... then i go on modem agn.. but went to do blogshop stuff and check mails.. then end up nth to do just surfin the net... haiiz. deardear nvr contact me for 40mins D: l0ls... haiiz.
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| 1:32 PM
hey. whew~ past few days hve been mapling as usual... now level high i dun feel the excitement in it anymore =/ haiiz. and maple caused alot of disruption and sadness in my life D: l0ls. i kept quarrellin wif bros over the com, quarrelled with Dad for usuage of the com.. and weijie nowadays.. even when he can maple.. aft we maple.. he will just say he's tired and go to sleep... i mean, who's not tired? l0ls.. but nvm... i wanna quit maple but i cant for some reasons... and everday, i feel that weijie tinks maple is much more important than me? idk.. haiiz. i'm just thinkin too much bahhs. but his attitude nowadays is so soo.. different frm the past.. i dunnoo wth is happenin to me -.-
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Friday, June 13, 2008 | 10:48 PM
heyyas ^^ currently bloggin. L0L. obviously -.- anyways.. i dun tink any1 cmes to my blog liao T.T only got Wenny :} hahahs. l0ls. hmm. wad i can say is. this week sneaked out alot of times just to see deardear! ^^ l0ls. first time bros co-operated wif me so well xD hahhas. but quite alot of misunderstandings over Maple -.- siianz... T.T hmmm.. deardear nw slpin T.T he so tired T.T i also dunno why. l0ls.. he shall be callin me at 11 or 12 plus later i guess o.0 i'm w8tin fer him :} even though i'm abit tired lahhs. l0ls. talkin to JM now :} suddenly miss her alot leyyss. l0ls. siian... Western Union... T.T i cnnt get to you!!! D: l0ls. i scared need IC seh -.- i must get the contacts b4 Monday -.-
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| 6:35 PM
heyys T.T very long bo read blogs and update liaoo. these few days hve been takin turns wif bros to play maple T.T this is the only time fer me to update my blogshop T.T so yea. tata! :x next next Monday back to sch -.-
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008 | 4:59 PM
WHEW~ i tink i'm okay now. goin to emo agn surely -.- siianz. deardear nvr reply me -.- so long liaoo... just nw quarrelled with him.. of course cried -.- haiiz. too stresse. must do yoga ^^ -.- lame. okays. THE PG MALL BAG SENDING OUT ON 11 JUNE!! hahhas ^^ mayb i shd take part in sprees more often :} the nearer the day the clothes comes, the more excited it gets! ^^ so happy lahhs! :} hhahas. l0ls. actually. im nt tt happy -.-. haiiz. goin gym soon. total cost for contact lens is SGD$200+ o.0 goin to send in orders ASAP... haiiz. Western union whr hve -.- i tink Tampines there hve right? siianz.. i scared need to be above 18 or sumtin sehh... then i duno wad to do liao T.T okies.. tata~ I LOVE YOU DEAR DEAR ^^
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| 2:09 PM
played.. posh boutique game.. while w8tin fer maple....
time seemed to be eternity when im nt wif u.. i jsut wwan to feel the prescence of u.. yr body yr soul.. i dun wan to be stuck in here forever.. with my stupid brothers.... theyre makin me go crazy... i miss u.. i wanna end everytin
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| 1:47 PM
ARGH! THERE'S A LIMIT TO MY PATIENCE OKAY. ZZZZ... arghs. getting more and more irritatin lahhs the maple.. zzzzz.. assh0le.... arghs. stupid..... feel like !R%!#RRT zzzz... arghs. bros keep buggin me lahhs. U TINK I WAD? FORTUNE TELLER ARHS? zzzz.. arghs. then nobody here to go and like, comfort me -.- l0ls. haiiz. dman lahhs. nbcb... haiz. kehfhewgdsga.... my mood is all ruined just bcuz of my brothers and the maple.;asfdgffasv
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| 11:40 AM
heys. haiiz. ytd night couldnt slp.. actually slept at ard 12.. then aft tt 12:25 lidat automatically woke up.. then Weijie told me he very tired.. well.... forced myself to slp.. emo-ed abit. bcuz i rily wanted to talk to some1 then.. and didnt wanna disturb Weijie.. haiiz.. didnt wan to disturb any1.. haiiz. b4 that. suddenly when i brushin my teeth the wind current so strong. l0ls. then my mind everytime will like "MUTATION! MUTATION!" l0ls. hahas. then the swimming pool there the umbrella on the chair seat tt one right, the umbrella fly til the swimming pool inside seh o.0 so strong. l0ls. hehs.
nth le bahhs. Weijie's out wif his frens. CONFIRM GOT GIRLS. haiiiz... dreamt of gang fight ytd -.- haiiz.. stupid bros.. so damn irritatin.. 2dae morning woke up i kept kickin the bed.. damn pissed... haiiz.. this is so not the holidays tt i wanted.. zzzz.... haiiz.. stupid.. even when i blog.. nboody also read.. nobody also can tel me wad to do.. zzzz.... haiiz.. and the stupid maple 1:30 then can play -.- zzzz... arghs. go put USA timing fer wad -.- must make me go change.. nbcb.... zzzz... zzzzz!!! stupid bros.. ask him get lost stil wan purposely cme here.. zzzz....
arghs. i hate it lahhs... zzzz... haiz... keep askin so many questions.. zz.. just nw read ppl blogs then he keep askin questions and makin comments.. zzzz... assh0le.. you're just too immature cans.. zzz...... arghs.
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008 | 9:42 PM
arrgh!! irritating lahhs @R!TFR#T arghs! stupid com.. haiiz.. download Maple so many times then can... download finish then cnnt installl.. nbcb... arghs! haiiz.. then Weijie stil playin til so happy lidat.... D: i see till heart pain lahhhs.. l0ls. haiiz. no lahhhs. Weijie hvin fun mahhs ;} haiiz. better get workin on my com.. Zzzzz!!! arhs.
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| 9:18 AM
i just feel that Weijie is nt himself these few days.. haiiz... why keep gettin so tired.. i gettin more and more worried T.T haiiz... i call him he nvr pick up.. haiiz. currently spam callin him -.- haiz. finally pick up.... ZzZz... haiiz.... damn.... :'(
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| 9:04 AM
l0ls. okay lahhs. i'm tired liao T.T and Weijie's stil nt awake -.- siaoo seh -.- l0ls. haiiz. dun feel like goin anywhr leiis. very siianz. l0ls.. so long nvr go gym liao -.- mayb 2moro goin.. haiiz. goin to bathe soon T.T Weijie later surely late -.- l0ls.. damn. my body aches T.T
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| 8:02 AM
DAMN. I JSUT FOUND OUT I'LL BE SUFFERING A LOSE -.- NBCB.. haiiz. nbaeii -.- the shipping fees fer the contacts is USD$18 neiis! wth -.- l0ls. for 30 pairs lahhs.. haiiz. siianz... -.- everytime lidat... haiiz.. nth to do now -.-
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| 8:01 AM
haiiz... siianz... T.T nth to do liaoo.. i duno wad to do now -.- haiiz. stupid lahhs.. the contact lens one all go MIA-ING.. ZzZz.. then i ask the supplier if can lemme cap at 20 she say can. but nw all the customers rushin me like wad lidat -.- i go ask her if 13 orders can then so long liao nvr reply -.- haiiz. siianz... shd i just randomly choose some lens? T.T haiiz.. somebody help me cap cans? -.- i need a favour frm u all.. haiiz.
ytd aft put down the phone with Weijie at ard 11, i tried to slp but cnnt -.- l0ls. then startin frm 11:05 al the way to 00:10 i open my eyes -.- very sian. l0ls.. well. then slept lorrs. then ard 00:45 woke up agn -.- haiiz.. siianz. then receive one msg o.0 l0ls. eveytime receive msg i'l straight away wake up de -.- l0ls. then.. slept until 7am when my phone vibrated -.- then is Dad sms me sayin in the wok got something to eat for breakfast. l0ls. then i reply ok -.- then they still at hme. l0ls. bo liao. then Mum go cme into my rm then smile and me and hello T.T l0ls. ahahhas. haiiz.. then when they left i jus woke up liao. ard 7:10 liddat.. whew. cnnt slp mahs T.T i also nt tired. l0ls... i wonder hw Weijie can slp so long lahhs -.- ytd afternoon oredi slp liao. then ytd slp frm 11 to until nw stil havent wake up T.T l0ls. will be w8tin fer him lahhs.
well. later meetin Weijie and his sis at 10 at e!hub -.- goin to bowl and mayb watch movie. haiiz siaanz.. my clothes are so limited i just keep wearin the same ones -.- l0ls. Weijie got bball 2dae. well. when he goes fer bbal i'm goin to go Bugis to get Jerlyn's stocks =]] and at the same time shop shop ard lorrs, if got time -.-
& YES!! SO MANY PEOPLE INTERESTED IN THE FOOT PATCH ^^ ahahhas =]]] so happy! bcuz i want :} l0ls.
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Monday, June 9, 2008 | 8:10 PM
harl0s ^^ currently checkin all the website that my advertisers hve done fer me :} l0ls. lagg alot leiis -.- and ver siianz.. l0ls. will be goin out 2moro!! yippe~ :} i cme back then tel bros i watch Kungfu panda :x if nt he'll beg Dad to bring me go -.- and most possibly Dad wil let him go -.- so yea. i'm fair ^^ i tink i gonna quit blogshop soon T.T i juz wan cap my slimming product!!! argh T.T & Weijie's sis went fer extension sehh :] so nice. l0ls.. mayb i also wanna extension :x
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| 9:22 AM
heyyas ;} hvin biscuits and milo fer breakfast nw -.- n waitin for Weijie to cme ^^ ahahaas =]] aiiya.. i eat finish first -.- okies. so long T.T l0ls.. had 3 dreams ytd.. got one dream then woke up then had another one then woke up -.- l0ls.. okie... the stupid babahead "scoldin" me now -.- buaii
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Sunday, June 8, 2008 | 6:49 PM
yooz ^^ just cme on9 to learn hw to do sumtin :} AND YESH! I DID IT!!! :P i thought so difficult sehh :} practice makes perfect!! ^^ gonna finish the whole thing ASAP :}
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| 5:49 PM
harl0s again T.T haiiz.. hve been blogshoppin and lookin at sprees ever since i stopped playin the game... bros watchin the Ah Long PTE LTD.. T.T haiiz.. siianz... and hve been chattin wif Hannah toos :} hahhas. l0ls.. goin to off9 soon bahhs. havent bathe fer the whole day :x ytd also T.T l0ls.. haiiz.. tata
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| 5:01 PM
heyys back. haiiz... gettin sick of playing games with them.. but i just cnnt make myself leave the game T.T i get addicted very easily -.- haiiz. Weijie just woke up lahhs... called him then put down awhile... cuz his parents dere.. ARGH! haiz.... i tink it's happenin agn... haiiz.. i dunno wad to do lahhs... haiiz... nowadays Weijie keep gettin tired so easily.. haiiz.. i dunno wad to say... i'm just lookin forward to 2moro so tt i can see him D: I WANT THE HOLIDAYS TO PASS FASTER! ARGHHH!!!! I HATE THIS MAN!
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| 2:28 PM
haiiz siian siian siian!!! T.T very very bored lahhs.. haiiz. gonna dl the hidden objects game and play wif family agn bahhs.. haiiz. eyesight deproving... haiiz.. i rily stressed out.. looks like every single day of my holiday has no meaning oredi.. haiiz. i wan sch faster open -.- haiiz. left wif 2 weeks of the holidays left.. and i can go out on 4 days only -.- ZzZz.. wad crap is that.. i go bargain wif Dad then he say "u've no negotiations terms with me" -.- nbcb lahhs.. he say if i get 2nd or 3rd in place then he lemme go out... cb... haiiz. stupid lahhs.... why m i so so so stupid -.- haiiz.. yum yum... eatin banana -.- haiizz.. damn siian.. hve been viewin diff sprees frm dif blogshps... haiiz. cme across one spree called "Winnie The Pooh"? hahaahs ^^ so cute xD l0ls. if the things nice then i gonna request spree at shopislife :}
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| 1:28 PM
hey... currently very emo.. hve been thinkin abt the past few days... and i realised.. i really hate the holidays... i feel like crying now.. seriously i dunno why.. haiz. ytd night had nightmare agn. can consider as nightmare bahhs. dreamt tt the Japanese attacked SG agn.. or was it the British.. i fergot. l0ls.. haiiz... then i was like struggling in my dream lahhs. and i just kept sayin save me god or sumtin. then i just like forced open my eyes in reality then i awoke -.- l0ls.. so weird.... then morning woke up at ard 9:20.. went to eat roti prata.. Dad everytime go there must eat kosong.. and now the price 90cents liaoo.. haiiz.
reached hme.. then tidied hse.. gonna sell quite alot of 2nd hands frm home. Sharmas got alot alot of maple cards. l0ls.. kinda interested in them.. well... i really really hope i can see Weijie 2dae.. haiiz.
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Saturday, June 7, 2008 | 10:34 PM
hey. Weijie finally cme on9 ard 30mins ago.. :} kinda happy to at least chat wif him on MSN.. cuz didnt see him for the whole day.. l0ls... he's gone to check his maple account. well.. okay.. & I think JM is very very sad.. i abit worried lahhs. but i dunno wad to do but to cheer her up as much as i can T.T sumhow.. i've a strong feelin i'm not on Earth anymore o.0 anyways.. i'm really very tired -.- seriously.. but uhh... feel like talkin to deardear neiis. haiiz.. i tink he's abit tired also... T.T
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| 8:35 PM
heyyas ^^ l0ls.. siian.. i go upload all the pics then ask fer response nobody go respond -.- only got Wenyi and Hannah say hello and yo T.T l0ls.. well.. anyway. ytd night sort of had a quarrel wif Weijie.. and he go talk to other ppl till 3+ -.- haiiz. it felt so hurtin when i found out there was a girl in the conversation... i know hw it feels like now.. but i dunno. haiiz. had a nightmare ytd. dreamt tt Weijie treated me damn coldly bcuz he liked sum1 else.. then i talk to him he'll just say shut up lahhs.. or get lost.... haiz T.T i dun wan lose him mahhs.. that's why tink so much.. haiiz...
morning woke up at 7+.. right aft my nightmare ended.. haiiz. then the sky.. it was so so beautiful.. l0ls. and i wrote something down on my HP;
When i woke up in the morning, everytin felt so unreal.. It was like a dream.. There was no reality in anything.. E skies were so dark... My emotions left were only sadness and lonliness... Everytin fell down.. I couldn't feel sad.. Not angry.. Not even happy anymore... It felt like i was in another dimension... gone forever... And w8tin to be re-borned agn.. My heart felt like it had been pierced wif millions of arrows.. My body was very weak... I didn't want to get up.. Because if i do. I know history will repeat itself.. Dreams will bcme reality... E future will bcme a nightmare.. E past.. I've forgotten everything..
l0ls.. emo-ed abit.. haiz. aft awhile bathed liao ate breakfast then went out le. Dad fetched Sharmas to tuition then the rest of us went to Bugis there the temple pray then Mum, Weixuan and I went to OG shop til ard 12+? then went back to carpark to meet Dad.. cuz he didn't wanna cme down T.T then off to fetch Sharmas home... aft tt reached hme ard 2+ then used com.. played hidden pics wif Mum and bros till ard 5.. i was the only one who played throughout the whole game.. haiiz.. well.. nth much really happen bahhs. siian.. next week Dad leavin bros at hme agn frm Wed to Fri -.- tataaa
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Friday, June 6, 2008 | 6:17 PM
HARL0S ^^ yay~ Hannah agreed to help me transfer money!! :P thank you thank you!! ^^ hahahas xD l0ls currently quite high uh my mood :} l0ls. err. jus nw Cliff and Weijie cme my hse awhile played Xbox then go liao... erm. yes yes. i've alot of customers who confirmed orders for contact lens then went MIA-ing -.- nbcb -.- haiiz.. will get more customers as soon as i can :/ haiiz. l0ls... Monday planning to go out wif deardear.. then Jiamin wan bowl wif us or sumtin. gonna see first. Tues planning to go out wif Wenyi and Hannah. dunno dey wan or not :/ well.. i'm goin to create an order form for my blogshop le ^^ buai~
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| 9:44 AM
wee hoo :} l0ls.. morning woke up the time like i still in a dream liddat T.T l0ls. well.. i dun tink Weijie wil be cmin 2dae.. especially wad happeened ytd -.- haiiz. damn siianz. gonna update the slimming product on blogshop. then gonna get help frm the advertisin service :x i tink it's worthwhile T.T ahhahs. && YESH! THE UAN ARTISTE PERSON GO SMS ME YTD SEH ^^ AHHAHAS. l0ls. they still remember me xD so happy :} l0ls. but stil duno wan join not -.- okies, buai!
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Thursday, June 5, 2008 | 6:13 PM
WAHKAO -.- nbcb.... ZzZzz.... the phone rily pissing me off lahhs.. ZzZz... stupid phone everytime ring then modem cut off.... ZzZz... it's no different frm dial up connection wadz -.- zzzz... haiiz. damn pissed wif 2nd bro.. can ask Cliff or Weijie wad happened -.- nbcb.. i'm rdy for a fierce battle -.- nabeii lahhs! STUPID BRO KEEP PICKIN UP THE PHONE AND OFF-ING THE MODEM!!!! ARGHS!
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| 11:15 AM
oyes yes :P i've been blogshopping for the past few days :x found quite alot of nice clothings i guess. l0ls. for me lahhs -.- and BlytheZoo quite nice leiis the clothes :} and got one new spree call PUFFY ^^ l0ls. also very nice xD tag to say which one nice cans :P tyty :]
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| 10:45 AM
eyy0s! ^^ woke up at ard 8:50 2dae T.T 7:30 lidat bros oredi awake and playin -.- l0ls... w8tin fer Weijie and Cliff to cme play Xbox? o.0 then mayb aft this playin tennis ^^ hahas. l0ls. dunno lahhs. see first T.T i duno wad to say liao. new products updated on my blogshop T.T do visit!! ^^
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008 | 6:47 PM
darling.. this is for you... everytime when you're concentratin on sumtin.. u dun even seem to know that i'm still here, lookin at you, waitin for you to look at me.. i know u rily love doin things that u love to do.. but when i do important stuff, i'll still look back and look at you.. & somehow, there are times when u dont even look at me.. everytin started on me. its all my fault. i juz seem to be so selfish, i jus wan everytin like how i'd always wanted. there are so many things i wanna say to you. i juz dun wan to break us apart more further, i dun wan to hve a chance to lose you. that's it. i gtg now.. next time blog more.
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| 3:30 PM
ell0s again ^^ went to meet customer juz now. l0ls. she brought $100 T.T then i didnt bring any change so had to go up and take money :X ahahs. l0ls. then aft tt went to book basketball court -.- hate seein those guards.. ZzZz.. then idiotic ass lahhs they all -.- got one even like molestin Weixuan lidat -.- keep touchin him -.- irritatin -.- l0ls... Weijie & Aaron here at my hse liaoo. actually Dad dun let any1 cme -.- but bros say dun care then okie lors, bcuz they all all boys wanna play basketball T.T nw they playin Xbox -.- i only scared Dad cme back sehh.. T.T well.. that's it bahhs. i needa go check all my orders first. i wan faster send in al the orders T.T
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| 12:55 PM
OKAY. I'M REALLY PISSED OFF OKAY. FIRST.MY STUPID BROTHERS ARE GIVING ME A HECK OF TROUBLE. SECONDLY. I HATE THIS STYAIN AT HOME AND BABY SITTING STUFF. IT SUCKS OKAY. KNS. AND THE STUPID COM! NBCB. I POST 2 TIMES THEN NVR APPEAR IN MY BLOG. WTH.. ARRGHS. I CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE CANS? I'M GOING CRAZY
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008 | 9:03 PM
heyyas :] dinner juz nw was random agn. l0ls. mama cooked the red wine plus chicken T.T well.. quite nice lahhs :} but very long nvr eat oredi =]] hehs. err.. currently chattin and webcamin wif deardear on MSN T.T he stil havent bathe -.- stink lahhs T.T l0ls. then then.. well. frm 2moro to fri i cnnt go out -.- cuz Dad purposely go leave my 2 bros at hme fer me to take care -.- okayy.. haiiz. siian.. i dun tink there's anytin else. do visit my blogshop leiis D: i gonna close pre-order for contact lens liao :} buai~
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| 8:41 AM
hooo :} l0ls. currently restin awhile b4 goin to bathe T.T well. woke up at 8 =]] then go prepare breakfast, which Dad had oredi prepared a dumpling fer me o.O okayy.. l0ls. later bathe liao goin to Weijie's hse. then slack until like 12 or 1+ then go meet Felicia they all ^^ haiiz. siiann.. then deardear dun lemme wear those sleeveless and shorts -.- l0ls.. nvm. ytd went to eat lunch wif Weijie and his sis, then aft tt went to arcade T.T then actually wan bowl but the waitin time so dman long lahhs -.- haiiz. then blablabla.. lazy say.. wore heels for the first time ytd o.O and the yellow shorts and the grey topp x] l0ls. i dunno wad to say oredi.. & YES! the contact lens supplier managed to lemme cap at 20 ^^ whoopie~ haha. i might re-consider selling contact lens agn T.T all the customers cnnt w8 one lahhs. and some nvr even reply me email -.- nbcb =.=" haiiz. i might start a "Korea, Japan, Hongkong Apparel pre-order" soon~~ ^^ do support XOXO
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Sunday, June 1, 2008 | 9:48 PM
harl0s T.T haiiz. i guess 2moro's outing is cancelled T.T haiiz.. Felicia juz nw called and said Ivan dun wanna go sumwhr far. and the only place is TM -.- haiiz. then end up cancel lors. she say tues go out... haiiz.. dunno wad to do 2moro -.- anyways. Hannah went off 2dae T.T siianz.. ytd Wenyi juz cme back then Hannah go liao T.T siianz... i'll try my best to go out wif Wenyi though. but i dun tink can bahhs. haiiz... cuz wed, thurs and fri Dad wanna put bros at hme and lemme take care -.- siian lahhs.
haiiz.. then then then.. uhhh... i cnnt remember anytin liaoo -.- ahhh. juz nw helped Sharmas do blog o.0 then he was like, so fun neiis. l0ls. b4 that darling cme to my hse and played bball :} got some kinda misunderstanding agns T.T deardear pls understand.. everytime i emo is bcuz i love you :x hahhas. that's it bahhs. will be w8tin fer darling to cme on9 :}
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