time passed by.. i waited slowly.. patiently... it reminded me of the past.. how time seemed to pass so quickly.. how 5 days ago it was our 5th month.. how our relationship changed so much bcuz of yr family... how everytin seemed to be hangin in the air like eternity.. everytime u would say, i'll sms u later.. i'll know u'll nvr sms.. not until i sms u.. mayb it's yr way of endin our conversation.. mayb it's just bcuz u're too bz doin other things till u've forgotten me.. how i wish.. both are not wad u meant.. how i wish.. time can be brought up faster.. how i wish.. i could go back into time... sometimes i wished.. i never existed on earth.. bcuz it seemed.. my happiness here is much much.. lesser than how much i'm sufferin.. maybe nobody knows.. inside me.. im missin u so much.. longin for u.. but outside me.. i just love u for who u are... mayb it's bcuz i love u too much to let u go.. mayb one day i would just break down... and let everytin go... mayb u would be the one... the one to end eveytin. even when i'm sick, u dun seem bothered at all.. just a single ILY or a "are you ok" is enough to make me better.. but you complained and complained.. endless complaints of yr family.. i felt useless.. bcuz in my heart.. i felt tt i cnnt do anytin to cheer u up.. not to say cheer myself up and make us both happy... every second.. i'll just be tinkin of u no matter wad i'm doin... bcuz in my heart. nothing else matters except you.. i love you deardear...

live , with dreams