♥ dreamer's life

Sunday, August 31, 2008 | 8:46 PM

alright. lets blog abt ytd =D went to mama hse in the afternoon, then slacked dere fer quite awhile T.T er jiu got new girlfriend T.T and tt girl also dicvorced b4, heh. aiiya, not sure if they really gfbf not leiis :x then he go ask young bro if pretty not, then bro was like, not at all ^^ ahahha~ so funny. l0ls. then he go tease me go wear makeup +_+ so un-obvious lahhs, he stil can see -.- l0ls. anyways. mama has this method of writin down numbers on the paper for the wad one, then aft tt must try to put the egg and let it stand on the paper :} haha, then bcme toto number, lol. and i helped to fold fold hor :} aiiya, wadz tt paper called -.-

kai-ma came also. so damn long nvr see her uhs, last time b4 she was married, she kept buyin things for me any bro. nw that she's married, her husband treat her so bad lahhs T.T pity her lahhs. but cnnt do anytins. & shes my mum P3 fren +_+ wonder if me and Wenyi or Hannah can bcme like this in da future o.0 hmms. aft tt went to IMM then hme liao i think. haiiz. yupps. recovered from a relapse at night =D

today went out wif deardear :x cuz he wanna buy the geog project the ball ball :} the sphere to make the globe or something. so went to meet him at WS then met Bukhary at Bugis, then he brought us to the Bras Bahar centre or something. ehhs, there got alot ALOT of DIY thing okay. and i found frabic paint ^^ hahhaas. mayb bringin Hannah and Wenyi there 2moro if they wanna see :} ate lunch wif deardear then aft tt went home liao D: i miss deardaer D: D: D: okie, enuff. Dad fetched me at WS then we went IKEA to look look at the wardrobe. which colour better uhs? PLEASE PEOPLE, GIVE SUGGESTIONS T.T the tagboard's dead +_+ aft tt went Giant then went hme to hve dinner lorrs. yupps. thats abt it :}

2moro morning go meet deardear at 9 liddat then go meet Wenyi dey all at 11 =D hope everytin goes well :} i think im sufferin from a disease called mental-disorder.

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Saturday, August 30, 2008 | 9:41 PM

SHARLYNN OOI ZINING SUCKS

I.HATE.MYSELF

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| 8:48 PM

haiiz... deardaer angry with me D: D: D; damn sad lahhs.. haiiz.. whats happening.. why i just keep sayin the wrong things.. haiiz..

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Friday, August 29, 2008 | 10:12 PM

elll0s ell0s T.T damn siian leyys, everyone all in the room liao -.- only i outside in the living room balcony alone -.- w/o the lights on. assh0le -.- l0ls. went to road race today, didnt know top 20 got medal sia -.- until the race start then everyone run so fast already -.- kns. i dun even hve a single medal T.T pathetic neiis. went to ehub to watch WallE wif deardear today =D Waalll---Eeee~ ahahhas. funny and nice i think o.0 hmmms.. the boy playin dota agn i think -.- i gonna try do something while w8tin fer him T.T ohh, exams coming and holidays are here! :}

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE,

AND STUDY HARD T.T

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Thursday, August 28, 2008 | 7:16 PM

haiiz.. w8ted fer deardear for more than 30mins and he say his game not gonna finish so soon. yea. so most prob is that aft i called him he played another game bahhs. i've got no choice but to talk to myself here i guess D: damn siian. can somebody tag? T.T so boring leiis, please tag~ :} i go see blogskins T.T

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| 7:00 PM

harl0s =D sch same agn lahhhs. aft sch got the bloody teachers day thing -.- yea, went hme early :x anyways. 2moro road race ^^ can somebody run wif me? D: i really wanna, wanna run T.T

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008 | 9:41 PM

argh, nbcb. got one blogshop go steal my business seh D: l0ls. no lahhs. everyone is free to live their own way -.- anyways. they sell so ex -.- siaoo. 3months $27 -.- my 3 months $20 =D cheap cheap, go visit! :} l0ls. but place orders during mid-sep time T.T

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| 7:37 PM

yoohoo! went back to sch today. Wenyi got new blog le! yeapyeap ^^ and realised Friday got the running thinggy agns, but sch end at 10 :} dunno wanna go out wif Hannah they all or wif deardear leiis. or mayb both together T.T well.. sep holidays cmin le. i dun tink hve any plans leiis D: Hannah & Wenyi dun wanna go out so much T.T haiiz. volleyball postponed to nov holidays liaoo. nvm also =D l0ls. well.. nth much leiis. haiiz. got some kinda misunderstandin between deardear and Aaron. haiiz.

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008 | 10:23 AM

whew. fever went down to 36.7 liaoo. yupps. i tink wil be goin to sch 2moro. haiiz. damn siian. dunno wad to do now -.-

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| 9:43 AM

if u tink what i say doesnt make any difference in your life.. what for askin for my opinion?

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| 9:08 AM

hey. nw slackin at hme lahhs T.T later will explain more. i tink i gonna blog alotalot. bcuz i damn siian.. so lets go back al the way till sunday? haiiz. went to see houses at Punggol to Sengkang bcuz Dad apparently gave up on Pasir Ris.. and all the houses were like shyt. yes. except for the last one. assh0le. why must god make the lastlast house be the nice one? -.- anyways. went to East Coast to hve lobster or wadeva wif mama, shushu and Luanne they all. shushu paid bcuz i dunno why. l0ls. he eat till he go pangsai T.T hahaha. l0ls. aft tt we took photo at the beach, bcuz got one big man-made sandcastle..

on the way home. Dad affirmed that he's gonna buy the hse and at night will make the offer. i didnt say anytin. very heartbroken liao. when reach our hse the basement i started crying. small bro go tel mum then aft tt whole family know? cried alot. i tink up to 1hour. told deardear and he obviously very sad lahhs. i argued alot and even expressed al my feelings to my mum. but dad still remained stubborn. no choice but to face the final showdown at Punggol luhs. reach dere i go show the agent dulan face. l0ls. assh0le one. haiiiz. then Dad bought it lahhs. he said if stay dere he buy WII, let me go out wif my frens everday and blablabla. i hope he mark his words.

reached home ard 10:45+ aft Dad gave the person the cheque. yea. my eyes still very pain and i got headache. haiiz. then deardear did something which made me even sad. bo bian.. i did it to him b4. retribution. i believed in that since i was primary 5. bet all my close frens know.

monday morning woke up as usual. only my eyes pain. then aft tt when i wore my contact lens it became even pain. nbcb. went to sch and had badminton. haiiz. usual thing happened. Hannah didnt talk to us. i thought she angry wif us. haiiz.. misunderstanding bahhs. aft recess i started to hve headaches. then flu and sore throat bcme worser. i wanted to go to the sick bay so badly lahhs. haiiz. in the end i went. b4 MT lesson. tt time even made deardear angry. i felt so helpless. just wanted to collapse. haiiz. slept for ard 2h at the sick bay. whole body so hot.. l0ls. as in hot lahhs. then went back to class at 1 liddat. still cnnt concentrate leiis. haiiz. aft sch i talk to deardaer he dun wanna reply. i dunno why. i already very sick liao. haiiz. he sent me hme and took care of me lorrs. thankyou deardear ^^

from 5 slept al the way till 8+ again. went to see doctor when dad cme back. went central dere the clinic. l0ls. u know hw many years i nvr go there liao? T.T ard.. 6 years. l0ls. cuz the address is my old old pasir ris addres T.T hah. then doc took temp and it was 39.4 T.T l0ls. ate 2 pills at the clinic then aft tt vomit T.T well. the doc gave me 2 days MC -.- but if im ok 2moro i shall go back to sch. exams coming already D: haiiz. and im like so bloody worried abt deardaer nw lahhs. i dun even knw wad hes doin T.T assh0le. haiiz.. he smsed me say later the counseller wanna see him -.- actually she wanted to see me de. l0ls. too bad i didnt cme today -.-

who's the first ever person who invented medicines? ^^ thank god :} i dunno why but i actually like eatin medicine. l0ls. and the pills assh0le seh. so bloody big. i go bite it in my mouth then i swallow ^^ l0ls. tata~ mum took leave to take care of me, and if later better le, she wanna go shopping T.T

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Sunday, August 24, 2008 | 10:48 AM

oyesyes T.T the siaodingdong gonna play 10 games of bowling today. dont u tink its abit hilarious? T.T siaoo one seh T.T and i un private my blog le ^^ l0ls. added the nuffnang ads, l0ls. today my throat very pain. ytd also, dunno why leiis. i jus remember Fri durin D&T the time i tink i swallowed sumtin then frm tt time onwards then my throat damn pain liao -.- so retard lahhs me. i guessed i hve nth on today o.0 dinner i tink shushu treatin us for dunno wad reason -.- hope can see Luanne lahhs, i want my movei ticket DD: l0ls. buaii ^^

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| 9:31 AM

heyy :} hve been readin Gorgina's blog for the past few days. can feel that she really really sad leyys.. i just left some words of encouragement bcuz i cant do anytin much, she dun even know me T.T hope she can be herself agn, this time better w/o dondaven =D jiayou jiayou!! ^^

all these were the pics taken at Wenyi's she ytd =D nearly finished everytin le =]] yippe~ project nearly done! whew T.T well. supposingly today is also me and deardear's 7th month xD lookin back way into those past 7 months, i tink he treated me better than i treated him =D thank you deardear for all yr love and concern. thank you for being there sometimes when i'm sad :x its a fact tt nobody can replace u in my heart.. dont wanna lose u D: lazy upload photos of our pics leiis T.T

HAPPY 7TH MONTH DEARDEAR ^^

I LOVE YOU =D

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Saturday, August 23, 2008 | 1:04 PM

ell0s ^^ at Wenyi's hse now :} me, Hannah & Wenyi doin sci and geog project ^^ see below the sci one is i do de leiis =D nice rights? l0ls. i like the exclamation mark leiis :} nice nice =D hope can get high high marks :} Hannah draw the geog thing, Wenyi colour, i paste the cards hor T.T i tink shd be nice lahhs =] WE MAKE THE GREATEST TEAM ^^ l0ls. ate 2 bowls of mee fen just nw. l0ls. then nw abit feel like vomitin ehs T.T Hannah jealous that i put Wenyi rocks T.T l0ls. shall do one fer her later =D but wenyi one is she do herself, l0ls. & the hannah is i write one, the rest she write, l0ls.

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Friday, August 22, 2008 | 9:23 PM

arrghs. damn siian damn siian.. the stupid deardear goin bowling again.. haiiz. i dun hve wad it takes to control him lahhs. just let him enjoy lorrs. finish then sms me or stuff. so 2nite i doubt he will be callin me? yeah. haiiz. i tink im expectin too much frm him leiis. am i too much or wad? haiiz. just slackin lorrs. people cmin over soon to buy over my hse. Dad accepted the offer of 1k more. well. okies.. haiiz.

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| 8:02 PM

heyyos :} it has been so fast, 7 months just passed by like this =] ILY DEARDEAR! ^^ hope we can last longlong T.T went to ehub to celebrate early 7th month 2dae =D met 2customers and surprisingly saw Wenyi they all :x l0ls. dman paiseh uhs. wore my black spag ^^ l0ls. err.. aft tt wanted to bowl de, then go cycle. but end up aft eatin just go deardear hse slack =D till ard 7 :x l0ls. damn siian mahs T.T 2moro wil e goin out wif Wenyi dey all fer project. deardear wont be goin cuz got tuiton T.T mayb meet my custoemr and go Bugis buy shoes also.. well. actually wanted to blog alot alot de T.T but Dad's back and hve to hide all these photos frm bros tand family T.T so well.. pics do the talkin T.T buaii~

6TH MONTH ^^

ILOVE CHANWEIJIE TO THE FULLEST FULLEST =D

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Thursday, August 21, 2008 | 5:29 PM

ell0s xD didnt go library 2dae, cuz kena flu and stuff -.- so i bo mood go then nvr go lorrs. went to WJ's hse to slack and rest instead T.T he go play the stupid Dota fer dunno hw long -.- l0ls. okay. 30mins. l0ls.. aiiya. anyway. my sch shoes gonna break anytime liao. sat goin out wif Wenyi and Hannah to do project then if later got time go Bugis buy Maryjanes =D must chiong uhs. i tink shd be cans. Weijie nt going, dunno good or bad news o.0 haiiz. 2moro will be goin out wif deardear ^^ to celebrate 7th month :} so fast T.T nth to buy leiis. sorry deardear D: all these months only give u like sai during our anniversaries T.T but dun worry ^^ i will still love you :} i tink nth le bahhs. buaibuai :]

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008 | 10:06 PM

ell0s peeps ^^ today got quite alot of good news lahhs :] sch as usual lorrs. i tink i cried abit agn -.- bcuz tt idiot go like.. make me worried then i bcme worried -.- okay. b4 i went to sch, Mum saw this rainbow at my hse the petrol kiosk there =] then we took pics of it :} ahahhas. so long nvr see rainbow liao. l0ls.

after sch went to WS first.. b4 tt found out tt i nvr go India o.0 dunno if its good or bad leiis T.T anyways. went to WS and Hannah go mail her customer thing. aft tt went to Orchard then shop at Wisma. bought a black spag and its only $5 ^^ yippe~ l0ls. F21 summore =] very very happy ^^ l0ls.. aft tt went to far east, just shopped ard anyhow anyhow lorrs. reached WS at dunno wad time lahhs. ty Hannah & Wenyi for the great outing :]

hmms.. OYA. got people wanna buy our hse! ^^ yay~ l0ls. happy for parents nia. and the stupid postman cme at 12:30 today seh -.- nbcb lorrs. then i 2dae wear my next box of contact lens -.- tt means i gotta w8 another 1 month b4 i can wear the new one -.- kns.

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008 | 9:17 PM

ell0s :] school was so so 2dae. i tink i made some ppl angry and worried and fed up. sorry.. D: i seriously am sorry. haiiz.. somehow things are starting to get ugly leiis. i dunno. im thinkin too much, yea, i keep telin myself that. even when i force myself so hard to tink of happy moments i stil get back to the same point -.- im so useless. okay. nth much to blog, saw the class photos in Jiamin's blog. the one they zoom in on me, Hannah & Felicia, i looked so damned freakin ugly lahhs -.- will be goin outt wif Wenyi and Hannah 2moro. deardear leg stil like so pain liddat D: i heartbroken uhs D: i tink he 2moro goin bowling wif his brothers~ l0ls. haiiz. okies.. byebye. god, he's so engrossed in Dota -.-

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Monday, August 18, 2008 | 9:57 PM

ell0s ^^ got back MT test paper today. improved alot o.0 mayb JM got a part in it, ialso dunno. cuz we 2 got same marks, l0ls. well. went fer library duty lorrs. did the teachers day project X thinggy.. pic below ^^ and deardear got hurt today D: heart broken lahhs. assh0le -.- everytime play play play till liddat D: idiot one -.- haiiz. anyways. deardear faster recover hor ^^ ILY :] and i FINALLY found people who wanna try beachball ^^ tyty HANNAH AND WENYI~ LOVE YOU ALL :} l0ls. after exams we go play kkaes ^^ l0ls. oya. & the stupid supplier forget to charge me extra $12, nw then tell me -.- nabeii. then she 2dae then receive the money, apparently w/o the $12. asssh0le seh. i told my customers b4 weds cme neiis. ass -.-

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Sunday, August 17, 2008 | 9:34 PM

hey. so end up SG didnt win, yupps, only silver. okay. went to ehub to watch movie wif cousin, uncles and mama. cried a few times. damn touchin, i dun wan any comments on this. aft tt had dinner at New York New York, first time eat. Luanne joined us there. took some pics and da bo paid for everytin includin the movei ticket even though my dad offered the money. went hme to watch the Olympics aft that.

do you know? do you know how hurt i am? i know its not yr fault. but cant u just talk to me nicely on the phone instead of slammin it down when yr parents are dere? yes yes. yr parents wil kb and stuff. im gettin used to it. but now its gettin too much. u only msg me 40 times okay. for 2 days, 40 sms. wad happened to the over 150+ sms? wad happened to our lively and happy relationship? i dunno hw long, i can get through this. ily. but i hate to see myself being treated so harshly, and nt hvin any ways of contactin you. and even if i do, hw long do i hve to w8? a few hours. i on the com even when my dad didnt allow me to. he scolded me and kb so much, i couldnt even talk to any1.

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