Wednesday, December 31, 2008 | 8:00 PM
eyy0s =D got permission frm dad to hve lunch and dinner with Felicia. met her at ard 1:30+ +_+ she late agn. l0ls. ermms. we went to Macs to hve lunch first, then went orchard. walk walk walk lo. i bought one belt for my high waist shorts. i was like, dunno which one to buy lahhs. cause the colours cnnt match one, and i tryin to match the designs with the shorts. l0ls. hehs xD aft tt she wanna do hair extension, i just pei pei her lorrs. go out with her must like, cnt leave her alone one -.- anyways soso lah the extension, spent $10 but its like 5 pieces nia -.- kns, then we ask the person cut cut abit, cause kinda long. had KFC aft meetin Zahidah awhile =D ermms. then we went home liao. took like ard 45mins to get home, wth -.- i morning take bus to WS nid ard 30mins neiis. nbcb -.- irritatin sia. morning everyone go workin nid ard 45mins one. siian sia -.- 4more hours to NEW YEAR!!! ^^
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| 11:41 AM
YAY! NEW YEAR'S EVE!! ^^ HAHA XD whenever this day comes, i will get so damn excited mans =D l0ls. i just spend $41.25 -.- kns sia. so impulsive -.- and idk wad to match with. l0ls. nw abit regret -.- siian sia. ahh anyways. 2MORO DEARDEAR COMING BACK ALR!!!!!!! ^^ WOOOHOOOOO~~ damn happy =D friday going back to sch seh. like nw nt so lookin forward to it luhs -.- hope our class at F blk, gonna check if JM got reply my tag later :/ okay, gonna bathe then go out alr =] bbyea :}
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008 | 11:17 PM
been looking for acid shorts so long since my wetseal one went OOS. finally found one on topshop, but its like 25EURO -.- omgosh -.- dunno wanna buy not. got grey and denim one. i prefer grey leiis. but abit too dark? l0ls. got money then talk +_+ i thurs go out with hannah see got or not first :/ haha i just smsed deardear xDDD oya. alot of ppl now sellin colourvue contacts -.- some even sellin lesser than my supplyin price, wth they get frm mans. anyways, i nt gonna do sprees alr lahhs -.- damn irritatin and sure lose. when i find more "business opportunities" then i go make or something? nt sure either. my beret like got alot of ppl interested. shd hve bought more mans :x
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| 10:16 PM
heyyos =] today talk to deardaer awhile only D: went down to call him ard 8:45 , then he said today cnnt talk D: i like.. very heartbroken lo. but also cant do anytin.. haiiz. friday i hope can spend some time with him D: i really really miss him alot..
well.. i got my ASOS belt today. abit loose mans +_+ the belt too long or something. and all my clothes bought frm sprees mum say CNY wear -.- kns, then i 2moro and thurs go out with frens dunno wad to wear mans. haiiz. gonna buy some more clothes on thurs. i doubt 2moro will see anytin, cause goin far east :/ cnnt w8 to go out with hannah. very long nvr see her alr =] and i wanna go F21 , topshop etc etc ^^ YIPPE~ NEW YEAR'S EVE'S 2MORO ^^ SO HAPPY XD AND DEARDEAR'S COMING BACK SOON ^^
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| 12:27 AM
YOYO :] l0ls. omg, i just eat a peanut butter sandwich :/ i cnnt resist mans, cause i quite hungry. now stil abit hungry. l0ls. i tink gonna slp soon =D damn siian mans. 2moro dunno do what -.- oya, meetin customer +_+ 2 more days <3
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Monday, December 29, 2008 | 11:35 PM
ell0s.. just nw i call deardear then he scold me D: haiiz.. i nw cnnt slp alr.. my stomach also gettin abit pain. haiiz.. finally do finish the lj thing mans. edit 3 times -.- and FINALLY can get into the moderation queue +_+ heng mans. haiiz. damn siian. imiss deardear so much.. i wonder if he got miss me not.. haiiz. i suddenly feel so sad without any1 carin for me.. D: haiiz.. pics were taken ard 2 days ago.. deardaer D: haiiz.. i wil w8 fer u to cme back.. :/
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| 7:14 PM
heyyas ^^ today i almost whole day stomach pain mans -.- morning woke up kinda early, went to buy weixuan books, then our books. then aft tt i tink we went to hve lunch. then went home. weixuan stayed at home himself, idk wanna go not, but end up i go out with family lor. went to lawyer firm there sign things, then erms. i tink we went to EXPO? ^^ i bought 1 shorts and socks or something. knn , i like the bedsheet dont hve my size -.- aiiya. today little nyonya 2hours again =D yippe~~ and hor, i realise i got lesser and lesser money and more and more useless shirts man :/ shdnt hve wasted money on those bo liao things lo :/
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Sunday, December 28, 2008 | 8:57 PM
levelled twice in maple again =] played 4h straight mans. sit until numb liao. l0ls. wahpiang i really miss deardear badly D: currently waiting until 10pm comes then i go down call him :/ haiiz.. 4 more days! :/ faster come back deardear D: D: D: stomach cramp again D: haiiz.. 2moro shd be quite a busy day, so time shd pass quite fast =] i still love deardear alot, i miss him like hell D:
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| 11:59 AM
ell0s =] ytd had quite a good sleep, but i morning wake up then -.- haiiiz. stomach cramp again -.- siian sia.. -.- i go eat medicine later =D parents went to Giant alr, wanted to follow them one.. but the maple my 2X until tonight 8pm, so i playin frm 2-6pm :} then after that can rest alr ^^ yippee~ ^^ haiiz. bloody bros keep irritatin me when parents not in.. i very pissed off mans.. 4 moredays <3
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| 1:31 AM
heyy0s :} its 1:30 now =] woahh, i used com so long alr, since 8 till now mans. +_+ first time i think -.- my eyes abit pain.. but overall i nt tired.. but everyone's asleep alr, and dad just cme to ask me to slp, so yea. gonna slp soon. went down to call deardear ard 10+ , finally can call ^^ damn happy to hear his voice :} its like, a reward i get every night if i pass the day or something :} l0ls. okays. i levelled twice in maple. wanted to lvl another time, but cnnt cause only got 2X -.- so stopped at 77% liddat.. errms. tomorow shd be nth on. i wanna get a hula hoop, whr to get? o.0
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Saturday, December 27, 2008 | 6:24 PM
heyya. hmms.. hw was my first day of stayin at new hse? +_+ so so uhs. i kena nightmare sia. haiiiz.. i tink i woke up ard 9 liddat? then dont feel like eatin breakfast, but in the end whole family went down fer breakfast. lunch also eat there -.- l0ls. went to meet my customer at Compass Point, WAHPIANG! SO CROWDED MANS #%@!% l0ls. really. damn crowded like what sia. everyone walkin like penguins and pushin here and there -.- then hmms.. my customer very good lahs ;} talk to me like fren liddat. l0ls. but the only prob is she speak chinese =.= so she was like wonderin if i okay cause idk hw to answer her :x hahas. mama cme to see our hse today. nth better to say say i nvr help my parents unpack. l0ls. 5 more days =] aft sunday, time wil pass very very fast xD OMG I CANT WAIT FOR COUNTDOWN! ^^ WOOHOO~ and i gonna play maple tonight.. cause i told deardear i wil chiong :/ so yea :/ i hope the card i buy can work sia..
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| 12:50 PM
haiiz.. stupid bro. cnnt even remember his own user id and pw -.- zzzz.. then i wan borrow acash frm him also cnnt.. bloody hell lahhs.. haiiz.. and my bloody customer.. everytime take so long to reply.. zzzz.. gettin pissed off with every single person mans.. -.- haiiiz.. no plans for today.. bros keep usin com i cnnt even do anytin.. nw usin mum's office laptop.. zzz. all got restrictions one -.- nbcb -.-
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Friday, December 26, 2008 | 11:10 PM
YESH!!!! DEARDEAR ANSWERED MY CALL!! YESHH!!! SO HAPPY MANS XD
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| 10:51 PM
hey people.. moved house today =] ytd slept at like ard 2+ ? erhms.. then morning woke up at 7+ i tink. the move house ppl cme at 9 or 10, cnnt remember. then move to new house lo. l0ls. did unpackin and stuff for the whole day. wanted to go buy card to call deardaer, went downstairs wif mum then the shop bo sell, but mum very good. she ask me if stil wan go other places not.. then she kept askin :] but i really tt time bo mood lahhs, feelin so down and lonely too. yea.. then she say ltr ask dad drive me to petrol station to buy. but dad dont want.. haiiz.. then i said i take lrt go buy myself, l0ls. dad go call me stupid or something.. felt very hurt and foolish at the time.. life always seem to go wrong when i dont hve deardear :/ haiiz.. mum keep insistin to let me use her phone to call him..
but idk if i shd call not.. cause i scared ltr deardear phone bill got my number then his mum scold him D: so confusing lahhs. haiiz. actually im really grateful to 4 people. they at least, made me happy and made me waste my time faster :x like hw i w8ted for felicia for 1h20mins ytd +_+ l0ls. but really, i didnt feel anytin luhs. mayb i tinkin too much to even bother abt when she comes. who knows i can just stand there forever mans :/ i bought a grey kimono, mayb is CNY clothes bahs. tt time bought one grey dress, nw also grey. cause the white one dont suit me -.- l0ls. haiiz. im waitin for Andrew to tel me if wj lemme cal him not.. haiiz. if nt i tink i wil call him soon? really miss him badly lahhs.. i gonna find some1 to talk to alr :/ LINA! =D 
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| 12:14 AM
somehow i feel that whatever i do, i cant seem to make things go right. haiiz. wanted to call deardear... hello card is meant to call ppl who is residing in that country.. nw then i know.. hiiz.. why nobody tel me? and i spent like $24 on it for nth.. i feel so worthless now.. so uesless and helpless too. haiiz.. shd i do something to make pass fly without me knowing it? haiiz.. idk.. im really scraed.. 7 days without contactin him. im really scared.. im scared of my feelings, myself. haiiz.
dad bought the lava lamp. i cant elaborate much. dad wanna keep the com alr. 2moro movin hse liao.. hope i can slowly do things so time can pass faster x3 i wanna buy a chip phone card,idc abt anytin else alr. gonna update agn on sat. thats when the modem starts to work.. 
lina thanks for cheerin me up, im really grateful to hve met you x33
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Thursday, December 25, 2008 | 12:25 PM
is this nice? :/ wanted to show deardear ytd.. he asked me to leave him an offline msg.. but he didnt get to see it i guess.. still got cream, coffee and yellow in colour o.0 is purple too weird for my skin tone? -.- l0ls. PLEASE GIVE COMMENTS! going to meet Felicia soon =]
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| 12:11 PM
okay lahhs. i admit im damn sad. he's gone alr. just like that. haiiz. its not as if he's gone forever *touch wood* .. but i just hate this feelin of being lonely, nth to do.. haiiz. i wil definitely w8 for him to come back.. 7 more days. he wil reach Perth by 4 today. i hope he really enjoy.. if nt i wil be sufferin for nth.. i hope he's happy there, looking to every day until he comes back.. when sch reopens, it wil be a whole new different experience for us. i suddenly feel that heaven really is nt treatin me fair.. haiiz. i will pray for you every night deardear :/ and i need to get a hula hoop in the mean time. i really need to make time pass faster.. tick tock tick tock.
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| 3:13 AM
im still awake, still waiting for you :/ <3
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008 | 6:37 PM
heyys. today was the last day wif deardear.. unfortunately it ended miserably :/ morning i went to his hse and w8ted for him to wake up at 10 sicne it was raining, and when it rains, its great to slp =D l0ls. aft tt we went to bowl and i made him upset D: felt so guilty lahhs.. then went to arcade played the jubeat or something. aft tt we bus-ed to WS to hve lunch with his sis and Andrew. Ate at Manhattan's.. the food right -.- l0ls. it was the first time i didnt eat finish so much lorrs. mayb im not cut out for fish and chip :/ i tried the mussels and i cnt take the taste and puke it out +_+ l0ls. aft tt we went to arcade agn, slacked slacked. haiiz. then aft tt wanted to go Elias Mall cut his hair. then in the bloody bus saw his mum -.- nbcb, she give me those type of cb stare -.- haiiz. then bo bian lors. thats hw we end the day :/ like so.. haiiz. wasted 90mins neiis. i feel so pekchek lahhs. haiiz. anyways.. dunno wad time he's leavin 2moro :/ like everytin also dunno. dad and mum today last day of work, until next year then work. so i dont think i wil be that lonely and irritated by my brothers bahs. haiiz. goin out wif felicia 2moro. hope everytin wil be fine luhs. friday movin hse alr.. sat and sunday shd pass very fast...
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008 | 1:09 PM
OMG -.- i finally found some1 who has VISA and now Amazon dont accept orders frm SG -.- pissed off mans -.- arghs ebay -.-
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| 12:51 PM
arl0s :/ forgot when dad suddenly treat us to pizza o.0 that was when sharmas bought his HP -.- W585 or something. saw Li Jin at pizzahut, l0ls. ermms. i had to come back at 12 toda cause sharmas meetin his fren at 12:30? then when walkin back i saw him -.- l0ls. okies. i just nw go gym, jog 2 mins then legs pain, feel so tired mans -.- haiiz. so saddening -.- but i today really feel abit sick. cause i got sore throat and flu -.- i wil try to burn off fats by doing something, l0ls =D
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Monday, December 22, 2008 | 7:49 PM
heyyas ^^ l0ls. i think i quite long nvr update liao. cause my bloody com need cable to send pics -.- irritatin mans. hmms. today went kbox for the first time wif wj's sis and cousin blablabla. hahs. i dont really sing and im nt that outgoing type of person o.0 so yea. can imagine hw i spend 3h there +_+ 2 more days and deardear's going off alr D: really hope there got mr bean teddy T.T l0ls. and i really really hope he can hve fun there :/ and faster come back, hve a safe safe journey =] i think this time i wont emo so much bahhs :/ i want my disc mans. i needa lose weight -.- i want turbo jam! nbcb, only ebay hve and nobody can help me :/ oyea, just nw when going back saw mum on the way T.T then she saw me wif dd :S then hahas, nth lo. we talk like we frens liddat, l0ls. i just saw this $40 slipper at Converse which is like so ordinary, but i love it somehow +_+ omg, i wanna save for that, l0ls.
Tues 23Dec--- stay at home & rot, wj mum take leave, 2nd bro going out -.-
Weds 24Dec--- celebrate 11th month! ^^ & last day b4 deardear go D:
Thurs 25Dec--- nothing on, supposed to go out wif Felicia but she today cancelled :/
Friday 26Dec--- Move house =]
Sat to Sun--- should be packing and tidying and just slacking at new house lorrs
Monday 29Dec--- maybe going out with felicia
Tues 30Dec--- dunno go out with who -.-
Weds 31Dec--- dunno wad to do +_+ COUNTDOWN TO NEW YEAR XD
Thurs 1 Jan--- OUT WITH HANNAH! =D
& tada, deardear's back ^^
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Friday, December 19, 2008 | 9:12 PM
heyyas :} today went out wif deardear and his sis,. watched the day the earth stood still lorrs. erms. so s nia lahhs. erms. oyea. today i smsed 6 ppl desperately f to help me transfer monye for paypal, then end up allc nnt. haiiz -.- gotta go alr, e bye. and end up dad helped me =]
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| 12:18 AM
OH. so 2nd bro is going to lyss -.- haiiz. 2moro will be goin to sch with him. aft tt meet deardear and his sis for movie. idk got enough money not. haiiz. wahpiang.. i feel so no life liddat mans.. like.. so lonely then everytin also dunno liddat..
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Thursday, December 18, 2008 | 7:13 PM
ARGH CBB! NBCB! zzzz. bloody supplier tel me wrong addres,, dad took the effort to go post the chewue for me? now its like, send to wrong person lahhs. NBCB @@ stil want scold me -.- zzzz.. arghs. pissed off -.-
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| 8:06 AM
OMG!! THE DISC NID SIGN IN TO PAYPAL D: KNN, THEY SAY WHAT MY ACCOUNT HAS BEEN LIMITED! NOW LEFT 5 MINS, CNNT EVEN BID, NBCB@@!$@
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 | 8:32 PM
OMGGOSHHH.. I WANN GET MY HANDS ON THIS T.T ITS LIKE, USD54 :/ hehs. currently tight in cash but I REALLY LOVE IT ALOT MANS! :/
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| 8:16 PM
HEYYAS! ^^ these pics were taken al the way frm last week til ytd i think o.0 nt very sure. l0ls. yea. all those siaosiao pics -.- anyways. got oen day i accidentally hit until the car number plate with my shorts, then the number plate kena bent xD hahs. l0ls. i think nth else alr -.- deardear's leavin next week. i tink i wil be strong enough to hold on :/ ive got almost everytin prepared i guess :/ idk hw my life wil be like when i move into new hse T.T
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| 11:15 AM
i guess ive wasted quite alot of my time waiting alr. idk hw long more i can w8. whenever i w8, i will suffer. i just need that something from you but you are so deep in sleep. i hate this kind of feeling but i dont wanna hurt you. i knw i stil love you. but somehow, you always give me the wrong idea of how u feel towards me. no matter what, i will still try my best to hold on. because i dont wanna let go of you.
hey people. im currently at deardear hse again. past few days was quite busy with nes house stuff. ytd went to one playground with bros and while carryin sall bro we both fell and i somehow like twisted my right knee -.- nw both my legs pain luhs. cause i morning accidentally make tio left leg. so terrible mans. and nobody knows hw i feel.
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Saturday, December 13, 2008 | 12:23 AM
just cme back frm new house aft goin there at ard 10 :/ im quite contented with my room colour =] l0ls. 2moro and Sunday stil will be goin there. hmmms. mum told me today the newspaper say today will hve the biggest moon u wil ever see in the last 15 years ^^ really damn big mans :x l0ls. ummms. i broke record for the 2nd time this year -.- i got 4 pimple on my face, knn. i always got max 2 only sia D: so saddening D: l0ls. this is life :/ hehs. im damn tired. gonna check up on deardear then i see what i want to do bahs T.T
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| 12:02 AM
BONJOUR! whhee -.- im damn fed up with myself i think. today suppose to go to gym de, but got for less than 5mins, no mood go, or rather, im too lazy bahhs -.- l0ls. so went hme lors. parents early in the morning go new hse clean up liao o.0 we 3 ytd night also got go clean seh, they today morninn stil go, l0ls. anyways. aft lunch at hme, we drove off to new hse agn T.T yea. errs.. tehn had toilet bowl removed, l0ls. first time my hse "renovate" mans xD like so fun =D hehs. erms. aft tt we went over to Changi somewhere to see toilet bowl and stuff, l0ls.
aft ard 2 hours, we went back to our current hse, then moved the god and my ancestors' the table or something over to our new house. hahahs. like also very fun, i takin my ancestors' table, so small bro had to take a special umbrella to "cover" it bcuz dad says dead people cnnt see light =] then we took staircase al the way frm 15th flr to base1 T.T hehs. reached new hse, climbed al the way to 11th flr =] hahahs, so fun xD l0ls. but my whole body like shakin lahhs, numbnumb liddat. stayed at our hse since then lors. GOT POSB MACHINE ALR! ^^ YIPPE~~ next time easier to do bank transfer -.- erms. yea. 2moro wakin up at 5, then by 6 nid reach new hse. then dad wil bring some people to do something for the god and stuff :/ i dont think i got tiem to exercise alr D: im getting fatter mans -.- sorry if my post is boring :O and the retarded boy always nvr reply me -.-
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Friday, December 12, 2008 | 5:00 PM
YOOOHOOO ^^ went to new house today. Dad threw rice and stuff then me and bro sprayed water using some kind of fern or flower o.0 l0ls. then weixuan go spray on himself -.- then his whole face got rashes xD HAHA! fun nahhs xD hahas. later shall be going back to see the ppl paint til how =] hmmms.. I NEED LIKE 6 MORE ORDERS FOR CONTACT LENS! ANY1 INTERESTED? T.T anyways. how i wish im so damn rich mans T.T l0ls. and i suddenly feel like goin poly alr, cuz can wear hme clothes -.- l0ls.
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| 12:28 AM
fckk, the bloody thing cost SGD$40+ -.- wtf -.- and i stil nid to change into USD dollars mans. wahseh. i feel so -.- i scared i buy then wasted mans. haiiz... bo bian luhs -.- i tink im goin to slp soon. 2moro wil be goin new house to see ppl paint the room, blablabla :/
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Thursday, December 11, 2008 | 6:22 PM
YIPPE~~ ^^ hahahas ^^ i got the highest bid on ebay xD SO HAPPY! l0ls. now need to wait how much it will cost plus shipping cost and stuff T.T and im using concealed cash to USA mans. so scary :S hmmms.. i guess nth lahhs -.- okies.. byye ^^
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| 1:21 PM
eyy0s :} today i only see deardear for 2hours D: sadded D: l0ls. i woke up at 7:30 as usual, reached his hse at ard 8:45 T.T woke his sis up mans T.T so paiseh T.T then i wan say sorry and thank you but like dont dare say -.- anyways. his bloody father took leave today, tts why gotta go hme early -.- then 2moro daddy take leave also D: l0ls. hahhas. l0ls. hmmms. it will be another 14 days :/ im so scared mans. i got everytin planned except for 29 to 31 Dec -.- i hope can book some1 out mans. l0ls. i bought back lunch for me and bro ^^ sucha good sister =D
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008 | 10:45 PM
**LANGKAWI** ^^
**CAMERON HIGHLANDS** T.T
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