Friday, December 26, 2008 | 12:14 AM
somehow i feel that whatever i do, i cant seem to make things go right. haiiz. wanted to call deardear... hello card is meant to call ppl who is residing in that country.. nw then i know.. hiiz.. why nobody tel me? and i spent like $24 on it for nth.. i feel so worthless now.. so uesless and helpless too. haiiz.. shd i do something to make pass fly without me knowing it? haiiz.. idk.. im really scraed.. 7 days without contactin him. im really scared.. im scared of my feelings, myself. haiiz.
dad bought the lava lamp. i cant elaborate much. dad wanna keep the com alr. 2moro movin hse liao.. hope i can slowly do things so time can pass faster x3 i wanna buy a chip phone card,idc abt anytin else alr. gonna update agn on sat. thats when the modem starts to work.. 
lina thanks for cheerin me up, im really grateful to hve met you x33
live ,
with dreams
H e a r t h v o g u e n . B S
