♥ dreamer's life

Saturday, May 31, 2008 | 9:30 AM

heyyos! ^^ hahas. had alot alot of fun ytd i guess ;} hahahs. 9+ Weijie cme my hse then until like.. errr. 12+ i tink then we left fer his hse. da bao chicken rice and bought the bigbig Green Tea ^^ hehs. then slacked and left his hse ard 5 =]] then walked to Pasir Ris park while talkin abt the future and the past T.T then reached liao juz walk wlak ard lorrs. ard 6+ went to join them fer BBQ :} hahas. actually i can only stay till 9? -.- then JM ask me stay til 10:30. then i go call Dad lorrs. then he juz keep shoutin no no no -.- nbcb -.- then i say pls pls pls then he jus hung up. nb lahhs. so hurtin D: l0ls =.=" haiiz. so went off at 9:30 bcuz Dad say if wan go hme at 10 then i forever cnnt go out? -.- nabeii... haiiz. but had alot of fun i guess :} && Jiamin, thanks for gettin everytin so well prepared ^^ and the extra $100+ that u forked out T.T thank you :}

live , with dreams

| 12:33 AM

ell0s :} l0ls. have been advertisin blogshop fer the past few hours and i only got 1 customer? -.- nbcb lahhs. haiiz. people do support me leiis :x if yr frens need contact can find me~! ^^ hahahs. 2dae deardear tuition end at 3 :} YAY~ l0ls. & i'm rily tired lahhs. ytd night cnnt slp properly -.- didnt talk to darling cuz i wanted Mum to slp wif me :x haiiz. then aft tt night i dun even dare to face upwards luhhs. then hve to like, only face the left and right -.- then whole body ache lahhs. in the night keep wakin up summore -.- diaoo. haiiz.. lidat lors. i tink 2nite i talkin to deardear :}

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Friday, May 30, 2008 | 1:42 PM

hello. hmmm. nw at Weijie hse. i'm gonna say wad happen ytd night once and for all. aiiya.. nvm.. later ppl go dixiao me... and i dun wanna be reminded of it... but seriously. it's damn... freakin scary. i couldnt even shout fer help, i struggled to wake up but i couldnt.. it's like. damn terrible... and the feelin of it makes me even wanna kill myself.. it's really.. like. life threatenin leiis.... haiiz. gonna play Game Of Life wif deardear le :} 2dae class BBQ, everyone enjoy yrself!! :}

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| 1:42 PM

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Thursday, May 29, 2008 | 5:25 PM

Glenda & wanqing ask me do derhhs :]

01. do you like your present school?
duhh ^^ that's hw i met all my great frens :} &&, of course deardear lahhs ;}

02. who is the person you trust most?
err. trust most is Weijie bahhs :x

03. do you hate your friends sometimes?
well.. when they're like.. do things i dun like to do bahhs. but awhile later i'll love them even more :}

04. are you afraid of death?
i dont know. sometimes i feel like dyin also -.- but i'm scared of DoomsDay D:

05. do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
dunno leiis. i dun even care :X

06. what will you do if you are bored at home?
use com!! if very free then go gym :} but mostly i wif Weijie T.T

07. have you ever broken someone heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
i dont know leiis.. mayb? haiz.

08. what do you enjoy doing the most?
nowadays hor? find new products to sell on blogshop! l0ls.

09. what is your favourite season?
AUTUMN!! all the leaves fall down!! :}

10. do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes yes :}

11. who would you probably spend the rest of your life?
i hope Weijie bahhs. i really love him alot alot :x

12. what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
err. to be able to live each and every day of my life happily wif my loved ones :}

13. who do you hope to be always there for you?
i'm very selfish T.T i wan everyone to be there fer me!! l0ls.

14. do you find life meaningless?
sometimes bahhs. but i still try very hard to look on the bright side of life :}

15. what will your perfect future be like?
i tink.. ard 15 years later i'll be dead? -.-

16. who do you want the most now?
Weijie lorrs :x

17. what is your goal this year?
i wanna study hard and get 2nd position agains D:

18. Do you believe in mutation? :P
YES!! hahhas ;} l0ls. of course will happen lahhs! the Earth wont liddat one day die mahhs. cnnt be de :x will happen de. there'll be mutants!

remove 1 question from above and replace it with your own question. make it a total of 18 question and tag 8 people in your list. list them out at the end of your post. notify them that the have been tag. whoever done this will be blessed.

1. Wenyi
2. Hannah
3. Jiamin
4. Weijie
5. anyone
6. AnYoNe1
7. ANYONE!!

live , with dreams

| 5:13 PM

harl0ss :} l0ls. juz nw Hannah suddenly called me and tel me she know whr to buy the Anna Sui mirror. bastard sia, $1 only leiis T.T l0ls. hahahs. nvm lahhs. this is business! l0ls -.- hmmm.. siian. 2dae went to Jurong Regional Library. reached there ard 10 liddat.. frm 9-10 i keep spam callin Weijie and he didnt wake up -.- l0ls. siaoo lahhs. spam call 1h still cnnt wake up -.- okayy... haiiz. then 11 plus called, 12 plus called. only til 12+ then he woke up -.- and he didnt even thank me -.- haiiz.. l0ls. no lahhs. i dun expect anytin in return :} juz wonderin wth he cnnt feel the vibration -.-

l0ls. err. had mcdonalds fer lunch again!! ^^ l0ls. each table got 3 packet of fries :} i ordered Mchicken, cuz only got mcChicken and Filet-o-fish. then filet-o-fish ytd ate le mahhs. so.. yea :} hehs. then me and Felicia were like jokin all the way -.- l0ls. hahhas. Monday mayb goin out wif Felicia agns. deardear surely angry -.- haiiz. it's liddat mahhs.. i also duno why.. l0ls.. tt time he go HK fer 6 days mahhs.. aiiya.. i explain to him he also wont understand.. -.- haiz.

went to the gym juz nw. lost 385+ calories accordin to the treadmill ^^ hahas. l0ls. but i wann a faster way to get rid of my fats :x l0ls. haiiz.. siian lors. 2dae nvr even see Weijie.. i feel that.... aiiya. bye bye~ :} i tink i dun ask weijie cme le bahhs. by the time he reach it'll be 6+ liao. later mum cme back -.- we chat on9 and audi audi better ehh! :x i havent bathe ^^ l0ls.

live , with dreams

| 7:28 AM

arl0s :} woke up at 6:30 plus sehh. & didnt rily felt tired :} so weird.. l0ls. ytd night slept at 2+ aft talkin to Weijie T.T he actually called me at 10+ leiis. then we talked fer like 1 hour liddat. then awhile later his sis go talk to him he ask me w8 and go mute the phone? -.- w8.. i nid go toilet :X

okays. hve to cut it short -.- i late liaoo. umm.. then he go mute the phone sehh -.- then i dunno he ask me to w8 then i call his HP lors. then he say got some things i cnnt hear -.- i was like -.- haiiz.. blablabla. awhile later their Mum cme in.. then talk so bloody long cans. i was like holdin on to the phone fer more than 1h leiis T.T they quarrel till so long sehh. and kinda funny lahhs. they 2 keep sayin "w8, you listen to me, okay." L0L~ hehs. aiiya -.- then we chatted awhile lors. then went to slp.. bcuz i was abit tired lahhs.

haiiz. gotta go for library thing liao... 8 start -.- assh0le.. so early fer wad.. 8 to 3 sehh -.- nbcb.. then deardear the bbal 3-6 =.=" no logic -.- haiiz... i havent pay fer the class BBQ yet.. siianz... 2dae cnnt meet Weijie lors? haiz..

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008 | 7:10 PM

13hours 22mins since you're back

& i still miss you so.. i'm feelin so.. stressed.. i wanna say out everytin.. went to collect the thing 2dae.. got 7th in position.... 7th. i was totally... ... counsellor spoke to mum.. talked abt me and Weijie in class... sae we 2 sit so close.. crap.... stuff.. all those.. i damn f*** up.. cnnt even contact deardear.. i look at him he wont be lookin at me.. i know it's nt his fault.. i'm really worried abt him... if the counsellor spoke to his mum... i... highest possibility is we'll break.. i've been tryin to call and sms him countless time... his phone no batt.. i'm like so.. everytin is against me again.. i'll make sure those who wanted to break my happy moments regret once. and for all.

deardear.. i love you alot.. nowadays.. i juz wanna see you everday.. this mornin when i saw you i was speechless for words.. but when u left. it felt like thousands of hours hve passed again. and u were gone forever. i saw u in sch 2dae. we didnt even talk.. the feelin was so unbearable.. i didnt wan to put u in a spot.. i know yr parents.... they're selfish.. everyone is selfish.. you're the only one who wants to sacrifice yr closest and dearest things just bcuz of me.. i love you so much. i dun wanna lose you again.. not another holiday from you.. i juz want.. a full day wif u.. i hate all those people who made us suffer.. i'm really really really very worried about you.. can you on yr phone pls? for once.

live , with dreams

| 9:36 AM

harl0s ^^ deardear cme back le lorrs :} so happy leiis ^^ l0ls. ytd night slept at ard 2+? l0ls. cuz chatted wif him -.- uhh.. now he nw wif me. aiiya.. lame -.- later goin to meet Hannah at WS to hve lunch. then we go to sch 2gether. hehs. Mum goin leyys o.0 l0ls. cuz no parents no report book -.- wad kinda stupid logic -.- uhh.. lidat lors. ytd night dreamt of sumtin damn damn horrible. l0ls..

i dreamt that Singapore kena hit by meteriote agn sehh -.- nb lahhs. so many times liao.. then like. walau. rily i got burnt ^^ l0ls. then tt time Weijie like, beside me only lahhs. then everyone see the big rock got scambered away like wad lidat -.- then lost each other lo D: then aft tt JM go say if we kena burnt by the fire will keep us alive. l0ls.. then really lor, everyone go take the fire go put on them. then rily survived -.- weird lahhs my dream -.- end up also cnnt find deardear -.- then woke up l0rrs. i tink so.

then wake up Dad go talk to me in real life. l0ls. he suddenly go tell me 2dae Mum goin leiis. then b4 that he like take my HP then he show me like, i talkin to sum1 throughout the night then i slept then the phone left thr o.0 i dunno real one nt leiis. cuz i go check my HP stil wif me aft he talk finish -.- l0ls. buai~

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008 | 8:23 PM

i want this bear!! @ build-a-bear workshop :} l0ls. no lahhs. but very cute xD

wow hElLo~ ^^ yippe~ i tink another 2h plus more deardear cme back le :} hahahs. so happy cans! ^^ hahahs. well. woke up at 7 right 2dae? i fergot. then blablabla. i tink i morning blogged liao -.- err.. reached sch at 9:25 T.T and they were all there but w8tin outside? & the ong lai nvr come. l0ls. the paper damn hard canns -.- i almost everytin anyhow write. l0ls.

err. then i only do a few questions sehh. then 2hours pass liao. i was like wth -.- abit happy abit angry lahhs T.T hehs. aft tt chiong-ed to WS to meet Hannah. b4 tt Felicia and dunno who called me leiis. i cnnt pick up cuz hvin the exam mahhs. but is Withheld, so mayb Weijie called o.0 dunno leiis. ate KFC then me and Hannah go check if the money got transfer in not. then we dunno hw to check. l0ls. then nvm lahhs, we wanted to go to the postage. then end up went to Orchard first. cuz what if the person nvr transfer in the money leiis -.- then i give her my tunic ahh -.- siao~ -.- l0ls.

uhhh.. went to Far East first. nth much to see lors. ytd went le mahhs -.- then awhile later went to... fergot -.- anyways. we got go to Plaza Sing. and we stupid lahhs. hahahs :} we reached the MRT hor, then we went up the rainin mahhs. so we findin underpass. then we know the exit oredi leis. then we like keep goin wrong way -.- then walk here and there like 5-7 times T.T l0ls. shopped ard Plaza Sing lors. hahahs. kinda fun :} bought 3 tops. hehs. Dad scold then scold lahhs!! nbcb -.-

he nw scoldin me.. ZzZz... assh0le.. haiiz. then lidat lors. reached WS ard 6 then wanna do the postage then when we go up -.- the post office closed -.- and just close sehh. walauuu T.T then we went home liao. haiiz.. lidat lors. w8ted fer the bus like, damn long lahhs. cuz when i came outta the MRT there, the bus juz go -.- then i w8 there fer like 20+ mins and the bus juz like, stopped at the dunno whr lahhs. nb. last time stop there awhile cme liao. nw is like, i w8ted fer another bus to cme like, 50mins+ lahhs. wth. then so many bloody ppl pushin and squeezin up the bus -.- assh0le.. haiiz. then got 2 bus cme at the same time? ZzZz.. then 1st bus cnnt squeeze in -.- 2nd bus managed to squeeze in. but when cme down the time, it's like. hve to rily squeeze leiis. then all the men good lahhs. eat my tofu -.- l0ls. kns lahhs. i rather walk hme next time IF I REALLY HAVE THE TIME -.- irritatin. Mum also w8ted like 25mins+ at Punggol fer bus no. 3 leiis -.-

good lahhs. cme back Dad scold me. ZzZz. then i nw use com he go ask me off. nabbei. i talk to him he dun reply. assh0le sehh. this kinda petty dad.. ZzZz.. irritatin lahhs!! i go out also must b4 6 cme back. u siao or wad -.- so fast.. zzz.. irritatin lahhs. u so clever u go do lahhs =.=" nbcb.. haiz.

live , with dreams

| 7:49 AM

i've got bag which transforms out of a small black purse?? o.0 l0ls. this was the free gift tt that woman who ask me do survey gave me -.-

anyways, woke up at 7 2dae, even though i set alarm at 8 -.- ehhs. Weijie called me 3 times ytd. hahhas :}} double double smile~ ^^ hehs. ate biscuits and milo fer breakfast. cant go to gym 2dae T.T hve to get rdy to go to sch. well.. told Dad that i'm goin to meet customer and mayb "shu bian" go out wif frens and will be back b4 6 -.- kns rights. l0ls.. then.. OYEA~ 15 MORE HOURS!! hahahs :} so happy.

i wanna protest against my Dad T.T he go pull my ear ytd -.- insult me stupid, say i simple things also duno hw to do -.- diaoo lahhs. siao ding dong -.- l0ls. i guess i hve 10mins more on the com T.T

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Monday, May 26, 2008 | 7:29 PM

ell0s :} hahas. met Felicia & Cliff at WS 2dae =]] Felicia reached first leiis. l0ls. ahhas. then Cliff took like so bloody long to cme lahhs -.- 30mins late -.- l0ls. well. went to Bugis first. went to eat dessert as Felicia had recommended. no rily nice lahhs :x then shopshop, nth i like leiis -.- l0ls. aft tt went to Orchard then shopped at Far East blablabla. went TM aft that wif Felicia. Cliff went to Penisular to see sumtin o.0 dhen slacked at TM till 6 then cme back lors. i donate like, $4 2dae -.- one at Orchard neiis. i tink tt one fake one, nb lahhs. l0ls. another one at TM. got one old lady sellin tissue paper.. then i juz gave her $2, since i dun hve $1.. :} see, i so kind hearted -.- lamme. l0ls. then when goin to take bus, got this woman cme up to me and ask me do survey then do liao she give me free gift -.- l0ls.

& deardear suddenly called me at 17:24 sehh ^^ ahhahs. so happy hear his voice ^^ l0ls :} he assh0le lahhs :x made me w8 so long leiis. finally 6 days gonna over!! ^^ yippe~~ :} but can only go out wif Friday. and i dunno if i can go out or not -.- l0ls. uhh. he go tell me wrong number fer his sis phone -.- so bloody feed up. l0ls.. juz found out nia -.- only one digit different neiis. assh0le -.- everytime nvr check properly one :X hehs..

i guess 2moro's the day~ ^^ will be goin out wif Hannah aft my Maths Olympiac. siianz.. i tink i do some revision later -.- haiiz. start at 9:30 leiis -.- nbcb -.- i nid wake up ard 7. l0ls :X hahhas. will start countin down 2moro!! YES!!! :}

1 DAY 3 HOURS!!

live , with dreams

| 10:53 AM

wt wt !$%$!% its raining!! nbcb -.- hw to go out =.="

live , with dreams

| 10:23 AM

l0ls. later Wayne also goin o.0 weirdd leyys. i thought he's those sports kinda person, wont go shopshop de. l0ls. anyways.. i tink i gonna be left out T.T but nvm lahhs. hahhas. they happy then laugh i juz happy laugh lo. l0ls. sound so retard T.T meetin at 11:15 later. cuz Felicia leavin hse at 11 :} then i leave hse at 10:55? l0ls. shd be can bahhs. might be late. dun rily wanna go too early though. later only Cliff and Wayne sehh -.- then like. l0ls.. okayys. i go advertise awhile then get rdy liao ;}

live , with dreams

| 9:51 AM

1 DAY 13 HOURS!!! 37HOURS!! ahahhas!! cnnt w8 leyys ;} sumhow i feel the bond between us is back =]] l0ls. hahas. later goin out wif Felicia & Cliff. l0ls.. i dunno say hw many times liao -.- anyways. woke up at 8 cuz i set alarm.. damn tired leiis. then slacked awhile, like sumwhat stone lahhs. then go brush teeth then changed dhen do warm up and off to gym. went fer 30mins. damn tired canns. and i got empty stomach leiis. l0ls. i dunno we're supposed to jog then eat or eat then jog. l0ls -.-. i know common sense question lahs T.T hehs. later cme back i goin joggin agn ^^

then went hme ate breakfast, on com blablabla. received Jerlyn's off9 msg. but damn lahhs. fergot the colours she want fer her tees -.- sho now on9, but nvr reply leyys. haiiz. i go bathe 1st :} anyways,

Wed i tink i goin sch myself. nt sure yet :} can see Weijie can le lahhs =]] but cnnt go out wif him -.- cuz his parents take leave. then he hve to stay at hme the whole day luhhs. haiiz. only scared some teachers sabo we 2 the relationship T.T pray pray pray!! 2nite and 2moro night i'll pray for him to cme back safely :} take care deardear!

ONLY 37 HOURS!!!

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Sunday, May 25, 2008 | 9:37 PM

yee hoo~ :} hahahs. juz found out that GSS is on -.- wad a noob i am -.- l0ls. anyway. it's gonna start frm 23 May to 20 July leiis! wahhhas, end at my bdae. zhun zhun ehh :P l0ls. hahhas. 2moro goin out wif Felicia. mayb Cliff goin also. cuz he too siann T.T l0ls. go lahhs ;} tues aft Maths Olympiac goin out wif Hannah. i tink we 2 only. cuz we goin shopping o.0 unless sum1 wanna tag along :} hahas. yippe~ time is sweepin past~ 2 days 1hour!! ^^ people, do donate fer the Sichaun charity show =]]

live , with dreams

| 8:00 PM

Name 20 people. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do it.
Do not read the questions first, name the people first.

1. Wenyi
2. Hannah
3. Jiamin
4. Weijie
5. Randy
6. Wanqing
7. Glenda
8. Andrew
9. Felicia
10. Cliff
11. Bukhary
12. Jasline-Jie
13. Luanne
14. Lucas
15. Sharmas
16. Weixuan
17. Joey
18. Leon
19. Wenny
20. Wayne

1) How do you meet 14?
LUCAS? hehs. cousins mahhs ;}

2) What will you do if you never meet 1?
Wenyi!! hahas. i tink i'll be even more emo everyday T.T she's a great fren =]]

3) Will 6 & 17 date?
Wanqing & Joey? l0ls. siaoo -.- lesbain ahh T.T

4) Describe 3.
JIAMIN! hahhas. she's good. really. i love her alot =]] she really knows hw to tackle people ^^

5) Is 8 attractive?
Andrew, l0ls. dunno.

6) Describe 7.
GLENDA ^^ cute cute junior lorrs. very cheerful and outgoing :}

7) Do you know any of 12 family members?
Jasline-Jie? sure, we're cousins T.T her parents are my uncle and aunt T.T

8) What language does 15 speak?
Sharmas? English lorrs. bro ehh :}

9) Who is 9 going out with?
Felicia ahh. i nt sure. but she's somehow attractive o.0 i tink alot of guys like her :}

10) How old is 16?
Weixuan. well. 9 or 10 lorrs. Pri 3 :}

11) When was the last time you spoke to 13?
Luanne? well. Friday lors. she wanted to buy the test tube then end up sold out :x

12) Who is 2's favourtie singer/band?
Hannah? i tink is bosco or sumtin -.- she everytin write de. l0ls.

13) Have you ever date 4?
WEIJIE?! OF COURSE! my dearest deardear neiis!! ^^ i miss him so much D:

14) Is 19 single?
Wenny? yupps. i dun tink she's gonna start a bgr bahhs.

15) What's 10 last name?
Cliff? err.. Cliff Chng sumtin sumtin :x

16) Would you ever been in relationship with 11?
!! BUKHARY?! -.- siaoo. i got my own one he got his own one liaoo :x

17) What is the school of 3?
Jiamin agains :P Loyang Sec lorrs, same same :}

18) Where does 6 lives?
Wanqing, Pasir Ris, near pasir ris park. (taken frm Glenda :x)

19) What's your favourite thing about 5?
Randy ahh. I think he's tryin to look at the positive side of life but he rily cant. l0ls.

20) When was the last time you met 2?
Hannah.. well. shd be 2dae de lehhs T.T but it was on Friday :x

Tag 5 people in your list, list them out in the end of the post, whoever who has done this will be happy for the whole life! :D
1. Weijie!
2. Jiamin!
3. Hannah!
4. Wenyi!!
5. Randy!!

alrights, i'm off :x

live , with dreams

| 7:42 PM

harl0s :} well. 2dae woke up at 8 leiis T.T siian luhhs. haiiiz. ytd night deardear called me at 00:16 =]] he called twice. hahahs. bcuz the first time he call me Dad was outside lahhs. l0ls. tt time i still usin com, havent slp :} then got one bloody cockroach sehh -.- i was like screamin like hell liddat :x hahahs. then i stood on the table cuz the bloody thing was like crawling so fast -.- l0ls. then chat lors. haiiz. 2nd time he called me i was in bed.. then Dad go cme in.. ZzZz... then Weijie wanna put down liaoo.. then he juz say bye sehh.. nvr say ILY D: l0ls.. i nvr say. cuz Dad dere starin at me hw to sae sehh... haiiz.. too bad lahhs... haiz. YES!! 2 DAYS 3 HOURS MORE!! D: haiiz. stil kinda long leiis.. well. talk talk abt 2dae bahhs :}

woke up at ard 8 then Dad suddenly tel him they goin JB. i was like -.- diaoo lahhs. u know i wan go then i 2dae goin out wif my fren then u tel me u wan go JB -.- then lidat luhhs. ended up pangseh Hannah they all agn -.- sryy. very long nvr go JB liao. l0ls. but really very srry.. durin June holidays i'll make it up to you all =]] haiiz. then changed and bathed then went out liao. reached dere ard 10 and ate McDonalds breakfast :} very long since they all ate it liao :} hahahs. see the photos bahhs -.- l0ls. got some of me and my bros' passport photos T.T very very funny lehhs :P hahhas.

then aft breakfast went to Giant shopshop awhile got look for clothes lahhs -.- but dun hve -.- haiiz. then saw this temporary hair dye. l0ls. then i itchy hand go spray the purple one on my hair :} then dun hve sehh T.T waste. l0ls.. aft tt blablabla then went to watch IronMan. wanted to watch the Super Heroes Movie but Dad say if we want watch tt one he wont watch -.- l0ls. but IronMan kinda nice lahhs ;] hahhs. but throughout the movie i juz kept thinking of Weijie. haiiz.. dunno why leiis. then aft tt emo emo le luhhs. and i got auto roamin sehh o.0 cuz Jiamin can call me and Hannah can sms me :} cool leiis. suddenly hve. l0ls.

i wanna watch this show!! as in, if SG hve lahhs :}

hahahs. then ard 5 left m'sia lorrs. b4 that went to another shopping centre. actually Dad dun wanna go. then Mum was like sayin go lahhs, since at m'sia liao then go lors, also seldom cme. then they sort of quarrelled lahhs. then end up Dad go sit down at the Coffee Bean -.- l0ls. and quite alot of things seh there -.- but parents left wif RM60? -.- diaoo. haiiz. and she keep like askin got anytin not liidat. like.. cnnt w8 to go back lahhs. haiiz. then i say aiiya nvm nth one go lahhs. -.- siian lahhs. haiiz. in the car ate some biscuits and crap. kinda nice lahhs.

the water pipe that links to Singapore :}

had chicken wings and porridge and nuggets for dinner T.T all fried stuff. l0ls.. haiiz. lidat bahhs.

i hope i can see the airplane carryin u inside 2 days 3 hours later, here in the sky at night D:

haiiz. i tink i gonna emo agn. especially 2moro lahhs. since i went to msia.. i keep tinkin of wad i'll be doin 2moro.. like. i meetin Felicia at 11 T.T haiiz. i tink it's kinda late leiis... then if i wake up early then emo luhhs. wake up then nobody at hme... haiz.. and i dun even feel like doin anytin.. i go gym i'll emo.. and very easily heart pain.. like, nbcb lahhs everytin... haiz -.- juz hope time faster pass lorrs. i wanna stop wastin my time... haiz..

it's Wenyi's 2nd day in Taiwan and deardear 2nd last day in HK ^^ yay~ hahahsh T.T l0ls.. well. i wanna watch the "Si Chuan charity show" liaoo.. haiiz. so saddenin lahhs. only like.. 45 mins pass then they raised 1 million liaoo :} JIAYOU JIAYOU ^^

live , with dreams

| 12:11 AM

harl0s :} siian. i juz nw write then accidentally close nw needa re-write T.T haiiz. i fergot wad i wrote liao -.- uhh.. hmmm.. so late le!! now already past midnight T.T see~ i'm sucha good girlfriend!! WAITING FOR WEIJIE TO CALL ME!! ^^ hahahs. no lahhs. juz nw Randy wanted to call me. but i had a lot of things to do fer blogshop.. so yea. ended up kinda "pangseh" him bahhs.. sorry ah T.T err.. hve been spendin the past few hours blogshoppin T.T nw very very tired.. haiiz. 2moro ard 4 or 5+ JM wanna meet me at WS to slack awhile. well. i tink can bahhs.. shall ask Hannah they all 2moro if they wanna join. later shall be chattin wif JM :} so long nvr chat on the phone wif her liaoo :} MSN also sehh =]] ahhahas. l0ls. it's really gettin late. Happy 4th month darling!! :} l0ls. i keep sayin tt to myself -.- siian. dunno if Weijie callin me later not T.T haiiz. hope he will bahhs. YES!!! 2 DAYS 22 HOURS!! :} YIPPE~ I'M LOVING IT!! ITS GETTING MORE EXCITING ^^ i tink Wenyi shd be asleep by nw bahhs :} hope every1 is enjoyin themselves =]]

live , with dreams

Saturday, May 24, 2008 | 10:19 PM

l0ls. i havent check the shirts that darling gave me in audi T.T i shall check it out when he's back :} then i wont be emo~ ^^

live , with dreams

| 10:12 PM

heyyas :} haiiz. yes!! and emo again bodoh -.- siianz... haiiz. 2moro i tink meetin Hannah they all at 1 liaoo.. -.- suppose to meet at 10.. then Hannah & Andrew got church. so nvm lorrs.. bo bian T.T only scared Andrew last min pangseh or sumtin -.- haiiz. also bo bian luhhs. i cnnt do anytin -.- haiz.. very very siian leiis.. stil got like.. 3 days 1h++ more... haiiz..

well.. juz nw went to Expo fer like 2h. damn happy leiis. cuz so fast 2h pass T.T hahhas -.- but then while later emo again... haiiz.. the scenery and the skies at Expo is damn nice okies!! :} hahhas D:.. haiiz... then aft tt fetched mama hme to Punggol... then went PP awhile.. haiz. saw this really nice cargo shorts leiis.. i wan -.- but the size too big.. haiiz.. i dunno got whr sell cargo shorts leiis.. i want neiis... haiiz..

reached hme ard 9... then i duno wad liaoo.. i hope 2moro will be fun bahhs. like hw i expected it to be liddat.. haiiz. later darling wont call me i tink.. he ytd night told me he gonna sms me... D: haiiz. 4th month neiis.... haiiz.. i dunno lahhs.. stil got 73 more hours... i dunno hw long more i can hang on... haiz.. actually got alot of things to say one leiis.. but nw everytin forgot -.-

these are the 3 tubes of "belly button" Mum kept when it dropped -.- l0ls. very very long le. i dunno which one mine and which one my bros de. haiiz.. looks disgustin lahhs :P Mum threw it away 2dae T.T

to the world you may be one person...
but to one person, you may be the world...

live , with dreams

| 1:24 PM

HELLO ^^ can say i'm somewhat happy lahhs.. :} whew~ shall talk alot abt ytd nite and this morning T.T i actually woke up at 8+ de T.T and i was like so bloody upset, cuz i woke up so early. l0ls. then i froced myself to slp, which i tink took ard 30mins -.- l0ls. then woke up at 11:30!! WOOTS~ i tell u, i was damn proud of myself leiis! l0ls -.- ahhahs. rily happy lors. like so fast half of the day gone le ^^ hahas. these feew days also keep wastin my time non stop lorr -.- haiiz. then i wake up so late mahhs, nth to do then went to gym -.- then go fer 5mins nia -.- cuz i dun hve energy -.- then reached hme the time nearly vomit.. diaooo -.- well.. talk abt ytd night :}

i went to Giant at ard 10.. then reached hme ard 11 lidat. & i saw the moon okie!! l0ls. bro sti say this timin is full moon -.- aft tt talked wif Randy awhile. then went to slp lorrs. i forced again lahhs. so damn difficult to slp nowadays -.- then 00:24 darling called me!! ^^ hahas. i tink he called me 5 times i nvr answer sehh D: cuz when we put down i go check then saw miss call "Withheld(5)" T.T l0ls.. then i duno why when the phone nt ringing i woke up -.- which the 5th call is at 00:24. haiiz. then i woke up then saw his miss call. i was like D: D: D:... super duper sad luhhs.. then i emoing lahhs. cuz he nvr call me back. and i woke up 1 min aft his last call D: very sad luhhs. then i wanted to sms him but remembered he cnnt receive T.T haiiz. then i was gonna broke down.. when he called me agn :} then instantly cheered up of course ^^ hahas.

haiiz. chatted fer 3 mins 38 secs D: haiiz. & frm SG to HK only 3h -.- diaoo. i thought 5-6 hours liddat neiis -.- haiiz.. 3 days more.. i tink i can make it :} & he was like, pretendin that he forgot our 4th month leiis D: i thought he rily forgot. mayb he rily forgot -.- i also dunno. l0ls. i say u know 2dae wad day not? he say ya, 24th ahh -.- diaoo lahhs. then he wanna put down liao -.- then i was like, " w8!! u rily duno 2dae wad day?" -.- dhen he say what -.- diiaoo -.- made me damn emo kays. haiiz. then i told him then he said he where got will forget one, of course he remember -.- haiiz.. anyways. mayb 2moro will go out wif Hannah, Randy & Andrew if can. But if Hannah cnnt go.. i tink needa cancel everytin. haiiz..

i still remember this shell T.T that was the last thing deardear gave me b4 he went to m'sia T.T haiiz.

well.. i shd be cheerin up by now leiis ^^ hahas. i tink i've got everytin planned le, for next week T.T hehs. later i tink goin to Expo for the Popular book fair or sumtin -.- also good lahhs. so long nvr go le :} hahas. haiiz. Wenyi's gone le. luckily i morning wake up stil remember she goin 2dae T.T then faster sms her ^^ hahas. i tink the aeroplane shd hve left SG liao. l0ls.. T.T that's all. these are my plans;

2dae; after lunch go Expo. cme back go gym again. aft tt start on 4th/5th month present. watch TV till 11+ then slp lo T.T and hopefully can hear Weijie's voice T.T

2moro; go out wif Hannah, Andrew & Randy at 10. go out till 6+ :x then cme back use com till ard 8. then watch TV or start on 4th/5th month thinggy agains -.-

MONDAY!!

out wif Felicia ^^ ahhas. shall meet at the earliest time :} will go to Bugis to buy stocks and also shopshop :} if can i wanna go Orchard also. then.. erm.. if got time go post grey tunic to my customer, if not is Sunday do lorrs. then wil reach hme b4 6 i guess :} & START COUNTING DOWN TO THE NUMBER OF HOURS LEFT!! ^^

TUESDAY!!!~~~

will wake up at ard 6 or 7+ -.- then go to sch for Maths Olympiac -.- siianz. i tink Monday night will do some revision.. haiiz. paper like 2h 30mins long? wth -.- & i tink less than 20 questions lor -.- diaoo leiis. haiiz. then mayb aft tt go out wif Hannah :} until 6 lidat? then reach hme! left 5+ hours for Weijie to cme back!!! :} YES!! ^^ SO HAPPY!

see, i guaikai -.- lidat also can sort out. l0ls. but i tink surely hve last min pangseh-ing. l0ls.. then nvm lorrs. i slack at hme do blogshop things T.T

HAPPY 4TH MONTH DARLING!! I LOVE YOU :} HOPE WE CAN LAST LONG LONG =]]

WENYI!! ENJOY YRSELF IN TAIWAN!! I'LL COUNTDOWN FOR YOU KKAES!! :} I'LL MISS YOU TOO ;}

live , with dreams

| 12:05 AM

harl0s :} see, i'm still awake ^^ I GOOD GIRLFRIEND HOR! I'M WAITIN FOR WEIJIE TO CALL!! :} ahahhas. no lahhs T.T hve been blogshopping fer the past few hours. now seriously very tired.. l0ls. also chatted wif Jiamin on MSN. aahhas. so long nvr chat so long lerhs :{ shall be chattin wif her on the phone later =]] also very long nvr chat liao. l0ls. hahhas. and i asked Randy go slp instead of callin me cuz i needa do alot of stuff T.T paisehh. sryy ahh :x l0ls.. YES!! 2 DAYS 22 HOURS LEFT!!! DEARDEAR!! I'M WAITING :X ahhahahs. this is gettin more exciting lahhs ;] l0ls. 2moro mayb 4 or 5 plus meetin JM @ WS go slack slack awhile. shall ask Hannah they al if they wanna join 2moro =]] well. haiiz.. i duno wad time Weijie callin leiis -.- i dun even know if he's callin lors T.T haiiz. Happy 4th Month deardear T.T i can only say that to myself T.T cause u're nt here T.T haiiz.. that's it bahhs. Wenyi shd be asleep by now i tink :} i hope everyone's enjoyin what they're doing =]]

live , with dreams

Friday, May 23, 2008 | 9:42 PM

l0ls. i goin Giant at 10 later!!! hahas -.- haiiz.. emo emo D: i'm juz wastin my time fer the past few days.. i've no mood to do almost anytin.... i wan go gym also no mood.. i juz know i'll emo.. i everyday juz do things.. juz to waste my time, and let time pass... the feelin is so strong.. it's the first time i'm doin this fer sum1.. and i cnnt control it.. i tink i've loved u too much T.T l0ls. haiiz... really. i cnnt see the moon!! D: darling!! faster come back!! i cant live without u D: haiz..

live , with dreams

| 9:39 PM

woohoo~ 4 days 1 hour more!! ^^ ahahhas. juz nw was like damn emo leiis. but now... i tink okies le.. anyways. Hannah & Wan Qing wan me do sum kinda survey T.T Wan Qing de cnnt copy :x so i lazy type T.T then do Hannah's one first lor. here goes.

A: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B: Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who were they tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
BETRAY? HE DARE EHHS. I'LL PUNCH AND SLAP AND KICK AND DO WADEVA UNTIL HE REGRETS EVERYTHING. HOW DARE HE BETRAY -.-

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I wanna be a mutant!! T.T but i prefer to be wif darling Weijie more :P

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
sumwhr like in heaven.. where all the clouds are :} then got those champange and stuff =]] sooo romantic!

4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
yes T.T i'm really scared of the future neiis.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
i've oredi found a perfect one ^^

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved?
BEING LOVED! actually i dun mind loving some1. like Jiamin said, it's better to hve loved sum1 than to nvr love at all. or sumtin lidat T.T

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
if i rily love him.. well.. 6months bahhs.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
go find other person, likke duh -.- w8 fer wad =.="

9. Is there anything to make you unhappy these days?
YES YES! WEIJIE NOT HERE TO CHEER ME UP D: i rily miss him T.T

10. Is being tagged fun?
not rily. l0ls :x

11. How do you see yourself in ten years' time?
well.. most probably i would be dead and above in heaven -.- that's wad i think. i'm really afraid of the future. i tink the Earth's gonna die soon..

12. Who are currently most important people to you?
WEIJIE!! FRIENDS FRIENDS! AND FAMILY OF COURSE!! :}

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Hannah ahh. hahhas. very kind hearted lahhs :} and i tink she is a very very good fren =]]

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
well. i rather be married and poor, provided i rily love my partner lorr. if i'm single, there's no1 to share my joy with -.-

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
CHECK HP D:

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yeshh. i give my mutant power to Weijie T.T l0ls.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
uhh.. some1 who i tink can make me happy everyday.. sum1 who comforts me even when i'm sad and heart-broken..

18. What type of friends do you like?
Friends who treasure their friends.. and dun get irritated by friends easily.. well. Friends who are very very understanding and caring are the best lor! :}

19. Do you have a pet?
Nopes, dun wanna hve one.

20. What type of friends do you dislike?
erm. if u're talkin abt wad kinda ppl i dislike then i'll say..? -.-

Tagged: erm erm.. WanQing!! Wenyi & Hannah! :P and darling!! :]

well. done! ^^ hahas. i needa say some stuff -.- cuz damn bored leiis. erm. juz nw was very damn emo luhhs. then i started doin 4th month present.. haiiz. which is 2moro? haiz. mayb it'll be for 5th month. IF we can ever get there T.T haiiz. then i started tinkin of every1 who has cheered me up. especially Jiamin words.. like rily got meanin :} she said, these few days juz tahan for awhile. aft tt when weijie cme back i can hve the whole holiday wif him =]] hahhas. i juz thought of that and rily. i instantly cheered up lahhs. haiiz. but stil abit sad lor. still got 4 days, nabbei -.- Sunday tryin to go out wif Hannah. hve to ask some other ppl also T.T haiiz.. till then. i guess i'll hve to tahan everytin.. haiiz.

x33, i hope darling remembers our 4th month.. D: i cnnt imagine hw emo i'll be if he forgets.. & wad time will he be callin... haiiz. later hear his voice surely emo again lahhs... i hate this.. T.T i guess i dun hve a choice -.- i'll w8 for u to return, deardear!! :}

live , with dreams

| 4:08 PM

hehs. i'm gonna on9 till Dad comes back.. haiiz. very siian luhhs... i gonna emo liao i tink... so quiet -.- i hate quiet-ness T.T 4 days 6hours more!!! ^^ i tink i wanna ask Dad bring us go JB 2moro... haiiz.. i hope darling can remember our 4th month anniversary sehh... D:

[edited at 4:40]

siianz.. i gettin more and more emo leiis.. keep thinkin of Weijie luhhs.. haiiz.. everytin i do also got him in my mind.. so pek chek lahh now... ZzZz.. haiiz. i wanna talk to him also cnnt... nid him to call... & what if he doesnt call.. haiiz. i tink i cnnt take it.. 4 more days lehhs.. i cnnt... haiiz. nobody's msgin me D: haiiz.

live , with dreams

| 2:52 PM

live , with dreams

| 2:46 PM

heyyas :} had innovation Day 2dae -.- so bloody boring lahs. but our grp won the best innovative grp award o.0 l0ls. erm. we sold everytin. yes.. haiz. tt one nth lahhs... haiiz. 2dae luckily managed to control my tears leiis. though i did cry abit.. well. haiiz.. cnnt tahan mahhs.. i nw at hme.. wif Mum. siian. she sick sehh. sumtin wrong wif her kidney... haiiz. siian... so many things to worry about nabeii... haiiz. later dunno if still goin out wif Felicia or not. she say if go out then ard 3 meet o.0 so late.. haiiz. mayb dun go le bahhs.. i go gym instead lorr.. i nidda find sum way to pass my useless time... haiiz.

deardear called me at 00:51 ytd... haiiz. i was like slpin then suddenly vibrate lahhs. dhen i managed to wake up. l0ls. then i first heard his voice i was like ^^ ahahhas. so happy lahhs. then instantly couldnt slp liao. haiiz. then he said only can talk fer 1min... haiiz. but in the end talked abt like 3mins+... haiz. really miss him lahhs.. nabei.. still got 108+ hours more sehhh... ZzZz.. irritatin luhhs. haiz. i rily dunno wad better things to do sehh. why must he go overseas every holiday. ZzZz... so irritatin... haiz.

well.. i wanna thank alot of ppl who've been tryin to cheer me up fer the past few days.. mainly ytd and 2dae. l0ls.. read read!! :} TO;

Felicia:

thank you for cheerin me up so many times :} even though i keep crying bcuz of the same old things, u nvr failed to cme and cheer me up. i'm really grateful fer that ^^ thank you!!

Wenyi:

girl!! thank you also for cheerin me up :} u were always de one who gave me hugs and al those. u remind me of Weijie =]] hahas. thank you ^^

Hannah:

thank you thank you!! :} u were always the first to notice that i'm emo-ing. l0ls. hahas. i know u're nt good at counselling.. but at least u managed to cheer me up abit =]] thank you~~

Joey:

^^ thank you for cheerin me up so much tt day wif yr jokes :} hahas. u're really a nice person who can cheer ppl up =]] can be a counsellor oredi ;] hahahs. thank you thank you! u rock =}

Jiamin:

thank you for all your counselling :} it's been so hard on u T.T i'm givin u more problems when u're already have alot.. but really thank you girl :} iloveyou!! ^^

Randy:

hahas. thank you for chattin wif me when i'm emo-ing. i need some1 to understand me and i think u're the 2nd one aft Weijie who understands me the most =]] thank you :}

TO: DEARDEAR. IN HONGKONG D:

darling!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! D: i think i really cnnt take it. i 2dae at sch really really feel like commitin suicide.. haiiz. faster come hme cans?? i really miss u alot dear... please.. haiiz. especially ytd when i heard yr voice.. it was like. u are enjoyin yrself there u know.. then i in SG like everytime emo... haiiz.. i'll still be countin down.. but on weekends, i rily dunno wad i'm gonna do. i hve to waste my time in a way or two. u told me to look at the moon every night.. but there's no moon... haiiz. i cnnt see the moon.. 2dae morning went to sch i saw the moon. i was like. damn emo lahhs. cuz i know u're nt lookin at it.. i'm hvin alot of problems now... juz please. time faster pass...

& i'm nt goin out wif Felicia liaoo T.T l0ls. haiiz. i tink i gonna go to the gym.. haiiz. i scared emo again!!! D: i'm sick of everything.. haiiz. WENYI HOR! ENJOY YRSELF FRM 2MORO ONWARDS IN TAIWAN!! ^^

live , with dreams

Thursday, May 22, 2008 | 9:59 PM

heyyas~~ ^^ sumhow i'm feelin much better and i wanna blog more about 2dae :} hahas. at least i didnt cry le lahhs T.T but i'm still countin down to the day darling will be back :} ard 4 more days. ahhahs! l0ls. tues 11pm cme back!! :} aft my countdown stops, i nidda w8 another 23hours then he cme back :} l0ls. quite long lahhs. minus the time i slp ard 15h!! woots! :} hahahs. feelin much better lahhs. 2dae cried twice or thrice. some tears juz came out randomly.. -.- haiz. still miss deardear.. i wonder if he'll sms me 2dae... and on the day of our 4th month.. i cnnt imagine wad i'll do if he forgets it -.- l0ls..

well. 2dae went to Wenyi hse wif Hannah to do PW things. i slacked quite alot lahhs T.T haiiz. anyways. ended up goin to TM wif Wenyi at ard 6:30 plus sehh T.T reached hme ard 7:30. l0ls. kinda happy lahhs. they really cheered me up ^^ ahhas.

well. when sittin bus to WS the time, Sabrina also sat the same bus. with dunno who. l0ls. then i awhile later then realised that she sittin on the chair tt the "Ah Family" vandalised de T.T l0ls. cool leiis ^^ got fate ehh :} hahas. i got take photo leiis!! :P

& i skipped dinner! l0ls. no lahhs. i ate 2 spoons nia -.- sry lahhs. i no appetite -.- haiz. darling ask me to look at the moon b4 he went to HK.. cuz he'll be lookin at it also.. but.. my hse cnnt even see a single moon -.- siianz... cnnt feel his prescence le lahhs. haiz. had a fun time muay thai-ing 2dae :P ahhas. YES~ when darling cme back can beat him~~ :x

121 HOURS!!! ^^

live , with dreams

| 4:18 PM

ARRRGH SIIAN!! THE CHECKERED THAT WEIJIE SISTER WANT NO MORE LIAOO!!! I'M SUCHA ASSH0LE!! ARRRHGH!!!

live , with dreams

| 4:08 PM

live , with dreams

| 3:46 PM

haiiz... cnnt stop crying... darling... my heart really very pain.. i juz nw nearly suffocated... cried till cnnt breathe.. rily... ARGH! i promised u nt to talk to any guys.. but i cant.. really cnnt.. i juz feel like hurtin myself now.. and get into hospital.. and nvr wake up until u cme back... pls god.. let time pass quickly.. i dun wanna be emo.. dear. i tried callin yr sis HP.. u said she got auto roamin.. but when i call.. the said number nt available.. wad does tt mean..? does it mean u purposely dun wanna me to contact you, or does it mean tt yr sis didnt bring her HP AGAIN? haiz.

i cnnt take it. if u dun wan me to suffer i really need to talk to a guy.. haiz. sms-ed Jiamin 20mins ago.. she didnt reply.. i cnnt take it.. went to call Randy. nvr pick up. haiz. called his hse. also cnnt.. now i at Wenyi's hse.. i know she & Hannah very concern for me. kept tryin to cheer me up.. but i rily rily cnnt take it! 1 day without him and i'll be emo-ing as if i were in hell.. i dun wan to leave anyone.. i dun wan any1 to leave me.

i kept tryin to be happy. to keep myself occupied.. but when i'm too tired and stop, i juz realised tt i'm thinking of you and you're not here to contact me.. i cnnt even see you, hear yr voice. u know hw hurtin is it..? i know u've tried yr best. i know. but when u talk to me ytd and 2dae, u sounded as if u were lookin forward to goin overseas. mayb u juz wan me to stay happy. i dunno.... haiiz. i'm sick of everytin.. i shdn't even hve a stead in the first place... i dunno why i'm writin this.. i'm rily feelin hurt, hurt.. so hurt.

had roller-bladin and kick-boxing 2dae. time passed quite fast... haiz. had a last chat wif dar b4 he left.. haiiz.. dun say.. ARRGH!! @@%@$^#$! i cnnt stop!!!! haiiz! then when kick-boxing the time, i vented all my anger on it. rily rily damn angry.. aft tt i felt damn shiok.. haiz. rily emo..

l0ve. our 4th month anniversary is 2 days away..

live , with dreams

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 | 9:41 PM

it's all my fault lahhs. my fault my fault!!! why am i so selfish!! #%@^$@^$">#%@^$@^$#@ haiiz.. u've done so much things for me.. u made me love u more and more emo... haiz... i hate the holidays..

live , with dreams

| 8:52 PM

darling.. thanks fer everytin that u've done... even if it doesnt suceed, it's okay. dun suffer bcuz of me :} i love you ^^

live , with dreams

| 8:17 PM

i thought i could live fer the 6 days.. but i tink i was wrong.. i'll keep emoing when i'm nt doin anytin.. especially when i'm nt wif my frens.. haiiz. i wif my frens a wont emo.. i wif family will emo.. & i cnnt cry.. haiiz.. i will really miss u alot. i feel like cryin. really. tears cmin out oredi.. haiiz.. i dunno wad i'm gonna do.. there's very little hope in u contactin me... haiiz. i juz wished u could hve nt gone there. i rily wanna u by my side... especially when i can only see u fer 2 days.. ARRGH!! i dun wanna cry oredi!!!

haiz. 2moro mayb goin out wif Hannah & Wenyi. hve to see the time 1st. gonna pon library meetin. haiiz.. Joey "counselled" me 2dae. i tink she really rocks lahhs. really can cheer ppl up. and she's a really good counseller :} wanna get her MSN someday =]]

to darling;

no matter wad happens i'll hand in there. i wont let go. but i cnnt assure u that i'll do sumtin stupid.. haiz. i love you :} u juz enjoy yrself there =]]

live , with dreams

Monday, May 19, 2008 | 10:29 PM

10:30 & you're nt back yet.. i'm seriously really very worried... i'll just w8 till you're back. & the most i can see you is 22h b4 u leave for HK... darling.. haiiz.

live , with dreams

| 8:51 PM

SIIAN!! 9 OCLOCK LIAO WEIJIE STIL HAVENT COME BACKK!! arrgh! i scared sumtin happen to him sehh... haiiz. i'm gonna stay up till he come back.. once my HP got the message alert tt means he cme back le!! ^^ haiz.. went to Luanne's hse to hve dinner 2dae. quite surprising lahhs. cuz their mum and my grandmother and our family etc hve sum kinda prob. 2dae her mum went overseas. tt's why we can go. anyway. da bo invited a lot of ppl.. haiiz. then blablabla luhhs. Luanne like see us buay song liddat. haiz. siianz. my uncle say i look like Dawn Yeoh -.- the "Yao Yi Shan".. haiiz. T.T nth to sae lahhs. bb!

live , with dreams

| 10:28 AM

yay~ l0ls. hve been blogshoppin and findin new things to sell fer the past hour. err. well.. less than 24 hours more ehh ^^ hve to go get Jerlyn's stocks on Thurs. tinkin of askin Hannah to go wif me :}

live , with dreams

Sunday, May 18, 2008 | 11:32 PM

siianz.. now 11:32 lerhs... haiiz. i dun wanna slp.. i wan slp late 2dae and wake up late 2moro... so time will pass faster.. darling shd be asleep by now bahhs =]] hahahs. yay~ i must see him 2moro no matter what ^^

live , with dreams

| 9:56 PM

harl0s :} 2dae went to mama hse. surprisingly Wen Jie and Andrez they all also dere :} hahas. they really make my day lahhs. so funny :} and Lucaz so cute xD hahahs. managed to no to cry 2dae ^^ hahas. darling's cmin back in less than 24 hours!!! ahhahs!! :} FINALLY lahhs!! then he stil goin HK fer 1 week.. siian.. i dunno hw i gonna take it sehh... D: haiiz. i rily very siian. my life's like so boring without him leiis... haiiz. l0ls. juz nw Kenta told me he workin at Sakae Sushi and i was like laughin my toes off lahhs! hahahs. so funny xD Japanese workin in Japanese restaurant :P

live , with dreams

| 11:44 AM

-.- i'm seriously very very tired -.- haiiz. ppl, u can dont read my blog.. these few days is all abt Weijie.. haiiz. siianz.. every afternoon also weill emo.. afternoon th time pass so slow.. siianz.. hve been advertisin fer the past few hours.. haiz. one of my slimming chewin gum has some problem -.- dunno can bring into SG or not -.- haiiz.. contact lens quite a lot of ppl order liao. hve to go Downtown East sumdae to see if there got Western Union.. T.T i miss my Weijie~~ haiiz. i tink when he cme back i wont talk to hiim much -.- i always liddat. if dun see sum1 for very long i wont talk to them as much as hw i used to talk to them T.T haiz... startin to miss every1 leiis.. dunno why.. & i feel i've nt been treatin Wenyi and Hannah well.. always pangseh and neglect them... if i can i wanna make it up to them... but i dunno if they can forgive me.. i dunno why.. they 2 seem to be closer and i'm feelin more left out... haiiz.

& darling, i dunno hw i can survive with u goin to HK for 1 week... D: i oredi cant take it now D:

live , with dreams

| 10:05 AM

ell0s ^^ i guess i'm feelin ok le bahhs.. haiz. 2moro Weijie cmin back... siian.. wad for takin my phone everywhere with me when no one even sms me... haiiz.. 2dae Hannah go Melacca. dunno go oredi not o.0 l0ls. have fun Hannah!!! ^^ haiz. that's it bahhs. if Weijie cme back at 6 2moro, it's only 32hours away ^^

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Saturday, May 17, 2008 | 4:52 PM

SIIANN!!! haiiz... i'm rily very tired.. seriously.. my stomach hurtin like shit.. haiiz.. but i dun wanna leave the com.. if nt i'll emo agn... ARRGH!! D: darling... i need you.... i need.. haiiz.. 1 oredi spent 4h+ doin our 4th month thing.. haiiz... i need to go out wif sum1 2moro... Wenyi ned to go grandma hse.. Hannah goin Melacca..... siianz... i cnnt take it.. the pressure's too big.. :'(

live , with dreams

| 3:33 PM

haiiz.. darling.. i'm so lonely w/o you.. siian... rily got nth to do luhhs... haiiz.. whole day slack at hme sehh... my blood not goin to al my body parts oredi.. haiiz.... faster cme back dear... i really miss you... D: i wanna cry. but i cant. bcuz i promised u so D: it's only left with 50+ hours if u cme back by 6oclock on Monday D: pls pls pls~~~

haiiz. i tink mother Earth is takin away millions of people to prevent global warming... l0ls.. haiiz.. got earthquake and cyclone sehh... D: haiz.

live , with dreams

| 9:24 AM

whoo hooo~ so fast 9:30 oredi ^^ yippe~ but i tink darling still halfway in malaysia D: l0ls. faster faster pass!! hahahs :P i gonna advertise then go play xbox wif bro liao -.-

live , with dreams

| 7:53 AM

he left at 07:50am D: haiizz.. he shd be at the checkpoint there le bahhs.... haiiz. T.T i miss deardear... haiiz. 2dae goin out wif JM, Andrew and mayb Randy o.0 time havent confirm yet.. haiz. i stil got stomach cramp.. ZzZz... irritatin lahhs... haiiz.. but i'll just go.. siianz... hw many more hours b4 Weijie cme back.. 58 more hours sehh D: mayb i'll chiong the 4th month thing.. haiiz. up til nw stil havent give him anytin... haiiz.. siianz.. thurs i plannin to go out wif Hannah & Wenyi.. dunno they wan not.. haiz..

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Friday, May 16, 2008 | 9:06 PM

arl0s ^^ hahas. 2dae like Saturday sehh :} the time pass so fast and slow. l0ls. morning had LC. i juz remembered -.- i thought it was ytd -.- l0ls. then i cme to sch ard 7:20+ l0ls. ended sch ard 9+ then went hme wif Weijie. he go hme ten i go hme. aft tt went to Elias Mall eat the McGriddles T.T then we take away..

then when walkin back to Weijie's hse my McGriddles dropped -.- and i felt so bloody idiotic. l0ls.. slacked til ard 11+ then had lunch and went to e!hub to watch "What happens in Vegas". hahas, soo nice ;] i love it~ l0ls. then didnt realise Bryan and Sagiri they all in front of us until Bryan said hi T.T aft movie went to Pasir Ris park walk walk then ard 3:30+ reached hme cuz Dad wanna me reach hme by 3:30 -.-

and darling lost the necklace.. l0ls. his bdae i gave him de D: haiz. nvm.. aft tt slacked at hme usin com till ard.. 4:45 then left hse to take bus 3 to WS. we cme down then bus jus go -.- kns. then went to Changi Airport terminal 3. while goin up the escalator got one man standin so close to me. then i got freaked out then i went up. l0ls. then he followed me T.T L0L~ turned out to be Kendric :} ahhahs. damn funny lahhs. hahhas. l0ls. & he's workin at terminal 3 o.0

w8ted till duno when then Mummy cme out ^^ so happy to see her lahhs :} ahhahs. she bought sumtin fer Weixuan and a yellow shorts fer me. l0ls. the shorts on top loose below tight -.- l0ls. can tel she rily tryin very hard to get things fer us liao. she at night aft work 9+ go shoppin on her own sehh.. haiiz. then all the bungla there stare stare at her like... haiiz.. siianz... ty mummy D:

well.. 2moro darling's goin to KL.. i'll sms him every night though. even though he cant read it, i know i'll feel better when i msg him :} i love you dear =]] & siian lahhs, this whole day kena stomach cramp -.- the worst one ever luhhs T.T kns... haiiz. i whole day feel so no-energy liddat.. l0ls.. & blogshop updated ^^ do visit :}

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