Saturday, January 17, 2009 | 12:14 PM
i got ALL MY CUSTOMERS orders wrongly. i cant even do a simple thing. some people are making me even more stress and sad. im sad.. i dont care abt a single thing now.. i hate this..
my life wasnt like this in the past.. i dont want to be a part of this anymore. cant understand hw u think, hw i feel. its always i give in to you. you dont seem like u care anymore. i miss those times when u treated me so damn good. why is every body like this. when the person is there u won treasure them. when theyre gone.. then we wil treasure. everytime i hve problems i cant go to you. bcuz u wil make me feel even more troubled. i hate myself. ive lied to myself agn and agn. i refuse to face reality and forget the past.
live ,
with dreams