Friday, May 29, 2009 | 10:26 PM
IN THE STYLE OF JEAN GREY
dd dyed his hair red today :O its only visible under the sun uhs. anyways. im damn freakin pissed now. some people just dont understand the meanin of time, the difference in reality and history, and the world today. how to say. they think the standard of living, studyin and everythin else is the same or easier than last time. cmon i studied like hell and gave what i could. now ure tellin me i nvr study, dont hve the heart to go and study and stuff. u think studyin is so easy is it.
does the position really matter THAT much? so what, so what if i used t be among the top 3, top 10 and stuff? everythings all gone alr, why cant u all just SEE the difference in me last time and now? so many things happened and changed, u all still assumed everytin is the same. puttin stress on me when u dont even know, nt carin for me at the right time, hurtin me at the wrong time, showin signs of ignorance when im actually doin something for yr sake. if nt for u i would just give up studyin, give my whole future up.
yeah, im not even interested in this bloody shit. im just tryin to make u all feel proud, tryin my best to study. but hw u expect me to freakin study when u all just discourage me? as parents u all dont even freakin understand hw its like to be a child in this century. mayb i didnt put in enough effort lahhs. fine lahs. still got end of year? whats there to worry about. anyways just gettin into uni, JC or what u just hve to pass right. dont hve to get DAMN GOOD results and tel yr frens, my daughter got hw many A1s leys. typical singaporeans, irritating like fuckx.
live ,
with dreams
H e a r t h v o g u e n . B S
